tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9686792508725122412012-02-15T13:57:40.827+08:00Wuan Xi'sWuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.comBlogger3731100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-79365833741988249842012-02-15T13:17:00.004+08:002012-02-15T13:57:40.844+08:00我很无聊觉得自己越来越像恶魔.<div>心里, 满满的都是邪恶的念头.</div><div>Ish...</div><div><br /></div><div>提醒自己,</div><div>是受过19年良好教育,</div><div>我是善良的 冯 万 芷 .</div><div><br /></div><div>我是好人.</div><div>:)</div><div><br /></div><div>659D.</div><div>五楼.</div><div>窗户开着.</div><div><br /></div><div>睽违两年,</div><div>芸的大提琴.</div><div>音不准啦!</div><div><br /></div><div>也许是受了一些刺激.</div><div>才有勇气做一些疯狂的事情.</div><div>现在, 拉大提琴是属于疯狂的事情.</div><div><br /></div><div>昨天, 情人节.</div><div>没有玫瑰. 没有烛光晚餐.</div><div>跟我的爱人 (嘻嘻..) 听音乐会去了!</div><div>一个小时二十分钟免费的音乐会,</div><div>掀起了心中的小波浪.</div><div><br /></div><div>免费的音乐会.</div><div>多亏了空闲的我,</div><div>在 Mcdonalds 仔细的阅读报纸,</div><div>得知这场免费的音乐会.</div><div><div><br /></div><div>人啊, 就是这样.</div><div>音乐人啊, 就是这样.</div><div>付费的音乐会, 自然的期待会很高.</div><div>结果? 是双倍的失望.</div><div>免费的音乐会, 自然的会充满感激.</div><div>结果? 是双倍的感动.</div></div><div><br /></div><div><div>永远都是,</div><div>犯贱的折磨自己.</div></div><div><br /></div><div>最近的我啊...</div><div>早餐都吃超久的.</div><div>Jurong Point, </div><div>McDonalds, Yakun Kaya Toast 还是 Delifrance.</div><div>十点过后, 都可以在那边找到我.</div><div><br /></div><div>明明时间就很多,</div><div>都浪费在无聊无谓的事情.</div><div>报纸翻了又翻,</div><div>就是不愿意碰Recruit那一版.</div><div>已经整整三个月又一天没有在工作了.</div><div>要饿死了啦!</div><div>还这么怠惰的对待我的人生.</div><div><br /></div><div>朋友很严肃的对我说,</div><div>你真的要好好认真的找一份正经的工作了.</div><div><br /></div><div>怎样?!</div><div>想在天空上工作很不正经吗?</div><div>才失败两次, </div><div>我还有很多机会.</div><div><br /></div><div>这些失败, </div><div>是更多的机会.</div><div>让我累计面试的经验.</div><div>让我有更多时间充实自己.</div><div>老天爷给我更多时间减肥啦!</div><div><br /></div><div>朋友,</div><div>我有在找正经的工作.</div><div>我知道...</div><div>梦想不能当饭吃.</div><div>还是得向现实低头啊!</div><div><br /></div><div>好啦...</div><div>我要继续拉琴了啦.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-7936583374198824984?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-16854067012892553572012-02-13T11:37:00.001+08:002012-02-13T11:37:17.919+08:00圈圈Jurong point, Mcdonals.<br /><br />外面人来人往.<br />路人, 匆匆忙忙的走过.<br />销售员, 进进出出的排列货品.<br /><br />我, 回到新加坡了.<br /><br />之前连续三天踩着高跟鞋,<br />面试去.<br /><br />有个薪水还不错 Job offer, 推掉了.<br />因为一些对我来说有点不人道的条件,<br />所以, 就推了.<br />回去 KL 转了一圈 ,<br />薪水过两千了.<br />感觉, 还不错! <br /><br />以为自己是属于这里的.<br />回来, 还是要重新适应.<br /><br />适应, 速度很快的手扶梯.<br />适应, 走路很快的生活节奏.<br /><br />没有人像我这样.<br />享受音乐, 慢慢的走路.<br /><br />我就是喜欢慢慢的走路.<br />不会因为什么而改变.<br /><br />人, 会为了另一个人而改变吗?<br />会.<br />但是, 只是很短暂的.<br /><br />一个男人,<br />会因为他的女人为了他改变很多,<br />而破镜重圆.<br /><br />我, 心里酸酸的.<br /><br />应该把自己拔出来.<br />站在圈圈外,<br />当个曾经是他的女人,<br />鼓掌, 恭喜祝福他们吧?<br /><br />我是应该这样做的.<br /><br />自己之前的感情,<br />是第三者破坏的.<br />怎么自己也当成了小三?<br />讽刺吧!<br /><br />是 怦然心动的体贴.<br />是 无微不至的照顾.<br />成就了一个错误的决定.<br /><br />我是女人.<br />伤痕累累的女人.<br /><br />感觉到,<br />那个男人很爱我.<br />不否认,<br />开始只是当他是个浮板.<br />有个人对我百般呵护,<br />能不心动?<br /><br />久了, 有感情了.<br />我, 成了小三.<br />我, 是第三者.<br /><br />这个称号,<br />不舒服.<br /><br />他, 没有要放弃谁.<br />我, 真的心甘情愿吗?<br /><br />一个男人, 两个女人.<br />是谁应该觉得委屈?<br /><br />圈圈里.<br />我还站在圈圈里.<br /><br />我知道要怎么做.<br /><br />朋友们, 是时候借出你们的肩膀了.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-1685406701289255357?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-87420334341112186022012-02-08T10:51:00.003+08:002012-02-08T11:10:47.565+08:00离开<div style="text-align: left;">行李收拾好了.</div><div>又要离开了.</div><div><br /></div><div>飘飘浮浮了十个月,</div><div>终于, 找到一个自己想安定下来的地方.</div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>昨晚, 没睡好.</div><div>心, 有点乱.</div><div><br /></div><div>把思绪重新整理.</div><div>这个很难.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>把电脑, 网路里的照片仔细看了遍.</div><div>好多回忆还在.</div><div>Delete, 按得很容易.</div><div>要真的做到, 谈何容易.</div><div><br /></div><div>回忆是最可怕的敌人.</div><div><br /></div><div>看到照片, 不难过了.</div><div>难受的感觉也没有.</div><div><br /></div><div>反而有些照片,</div><div>看了, 会提醒自己.</div><div>一个人是怎么走过来的.</div><div>去看了多少地方,</div><div>有多少人爱我.</div><div>瘦了多少. 哈哈!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">谢谢你们, 爱我的家人.</div><div><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-iohdcumURC4/TzHmYIBYxUI/AAAAAAAAAm0/9u1Y5U09cOg/s320/IMG_3932.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5706595504999679298" style="text-align: center; display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 245px; " /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">感恩, 有你们的陪伴.</div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-iohdcumURC4/TzHmYIBYxUI/AAAAAAAAAm0/9u1Y5U09cOg/s1600/IMG_3932.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-XIbc5RKQRK4/TzHmYW35E6I/AAAAAAAAAnA/VuABNO1X7q0/s320/403348_10150534129334230_678714229_9180051_510835018_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5706595508986385314" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px; " /></a><div></div></div><div><br /></div></div><div>我会想念.</div><div>想念这十个月颓废的生活.</div><div><br /></div><div>我会努力.</div><div>实现我的梦想.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-8742033434111218602?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-4900955496159537492012-02-05T22:09:00.003+08:002012-02-05T22:13:20.690+08:00再见<span >受伤, 不好受.</span><div><span >再次.</span></div><div><span ><br /></span></div><div><span >一段已经不能再相信的感情,</span></div><div><span >是时候结束了.</span></div><div><span ><br /></span></div><div><span >再多的不舍得.</span></div><div><span >还是要放手.</span></div><div><span ><br /></span></div><div><span >再次输了.</span></div><div><span ><br /></span></div><div><span >爱情,</span></div><div><span >彻底打败我.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-490095549615953749?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-48987818774064728942012-01-06T05:30:00.001+08:002012-01-06T05:30:01.368+08:00地球, 真美.在回程的飞机里,<br />听着五月天.<br />月亮在我旁边, 世界在云层下.<br />我想说什么.<br /><br />每次出游, 心里都会有不一样领悟.<br />亲眼看见了以前只能在电视里的101烟火,<br />跨到新的一年 ,<br />觉得很多事情已经不重要了.<br /> 又觉得很多东西很重要.<br /><br />不开心的，是时候丢掉了.<br />人类的头脑就这么小 .<br />我的头这么小, 能记得的东西好像很有限.<br />101烟火绽放的那刻, 伤心的事情同时也删除掉了.<br />怨恨占位太多太多了...<br />删除的那刻, 心里觉得好宽阔!<br />我知道我做到了.<br /><br />五月天, 总是教会我很多事情.<br />演唱会里,<br />石头说, forget or forgive 都是幸福的.<br />希望我们都不是那个被forgive的人.<br />我感恩, 我是那个forgive的人.<br /> 不是被forgive的人.<br />所以没有什么怨恨要这么坚持了.<br />因为, 我是幸福的.<br /><br />橙色的月亮<br />熟悉的星座 <br />海上的船只<br /><br />此刻, 真美.<br /><br />2012.01.06 0422hrs<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-4898781877406472894?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-21574827892599204002012-01-01T13:21:00.001+08:002012-01-01T13:21:22.908+08:002012台北车站星巴克.<br />A wonderful brunch!<br /><br />看着facebook,<br />好想写下这个在status.<br />Suddenly realize that, I'm so in love with you all! My family, my freinds and myself. <br /><br />好像释怀了.<br />脑筋好像通了.<br />知道什么是原谅.<br /><br />世界末日.<br />有, 还是没有?<br />不知道.<br /><br />我只知道,<br />从今天开始.<br />我要很用力的活着.<br />每一分, 每一秒,<br />我要更爱我的家人,<br />我的朋友, 和我自己.<br /><br />祝福你们,<br />平安. 健康. 快乐.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-2157482789259920400?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-31706350568497309812011-12-27T22:40:00.003+08:002011-12-27T22:54:03.781+08:00谭盾有点欠打.<div>我知道.</div><div><br /></div><div>哈哈...</div><div>定下了下, 下个新加坡行.</div><div>明年, 1月28号--30号. </div><div>对. 是下, 下个.</div><div>因为下个还没去.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>谭盾,</div><div>其中一位我崇拜的音乐家.</div><div>卧虎藏龙, 夜宴...</div><div>听过多少遍了.</div><div>还有一个月! </div><div>就可以听现场了!</div><div><br /></div><div>没买最贵的门票...</div><div>S$108, 有贵到一点点.</div><div>所以, 买了第二贵的门票.</div><div>哈! 我知道我有点欠打.</div><div>S$88. </div><div>还没看, 就知道是值得的了.</div><div>因为, 就像去看王菲演唱会一样.</div><div>不知道还有没有第二次.</div><div>位置不错一下下.</div><div>二楼, 第一排!!!</div><div>也许是一个人的座位, 所以才买到这么好的位置.</div><div>航, 对不起咧... </div><div>抛弃座位在四楼的你.</div><div>超兴奋咧!</div><div>这样的兴奋程度, 就跟买到王菲, 张学友还有五月天的演唱会门票那样!</div><div>等不及了啦... </div><div><br /></div><div>十月.</div><div>今天应该要写十月的东西.</div><div>但是, </div><div>我又病了啦.</div><div>吃了药, 碎了一个下午,</div><div>现在脑袋, function 不到.</div><div><br /></div><div>明天再补上.</div><div>晚安, 地球! </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-3170635056849730981?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-38795503310049615352011-12-26T22:45:00.002+08:002011-12-26T23:00:07.203+08:00九月今天开始,<div>一天一篇. </div><div>从九月开始写到十二月.</div><div>飞之前, </div><div>写完.</div><div><br /></div><div>-九月-</div><div><br /></div><div>还记得,</div><div>工作越来越忙碌.</div><div>回到家的时间越来越迟.</div><div>睡眠时间越来越短.</div><div>黑眼圈缠上我了.</div><div><br /></div><div>九月.</div><div>生日月.</div><div><br /></div><div>一个温馨的生日.</div><div><br /></div><div>最后一次那么多人跟我庆祝生日,</div><div>应该是我满一岁的时候.</div><div>连续自己买生日蛋糕给自己已经有四年.</div><div>今年,</div><div>生日蛋糕, 大表姐赞助!</div><div>因为隔天是表姐的出嫁日,</div><div>亲戚们都聚在二姨家.</div><div>跟我庆祝生日,</div><div>虽然只是 "顺便",</div><div>但是, 也超开心的啦!</div><div>大舅, 大姨, 二姨, 妈, 小姨,</div><div>还有一堆的小孩子...</div><div>生日歌, 原来可以那么温馨!</div><div><br /></div><div>有些朋友也送了生日礼物.</div><div>糟糕.</div><div>真的想不起收过什么生日礼物了.</div><div><br /></div><div>现在, 脑子里都在想圣诞礼物.</div><div>十二月才写会九月的事情...</div><div>很多都想不起了.</div><div><br /></div><div>身体状况,</div><div>从三月开始,</div><div>好像变差了.</div><div>常生病.</div><div>吃药变成每天该做的事情.</div><div>没有原因的血压变低了.</div><div>常常上上下下的,</div><div>已经习惯晕眩的感觉.</div><div><br /></div><div>其实这样也还好啦.</div><div>体重也跟着慢慢下降.</div><div>现在, </div><div>衣服已经是S Size 了啦.</div><div>嘻...</div><div><br /></div><div>今天就这样吧.</div><div>有点累了.</div><div><br /></div><div>明天再见.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-3879550331004961535?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-80246990149072576422011-12-22T21:12:00.002+08:002011-12-22T21:22:30.245+08:00大山脚, 明年见.今晚, <div>是2011在大山脚的最后一晚.</div><div>接下来的几个星期, </div><div>又当空中飞人啦!</div><div><br /></div><div>过去短短的一个星期,</div><div>新加坡, 槟城, 泰国, 槟城, 吉隆坡...</div><div>累啊!</div><div><br /></div><div>姐姐的婚礼, </div><div>顺利进行.</div><div>伴娘也是超美的啦! </div><div><br /></div><div>明天去吉隆坡, </div><div>星期六, 姐还有场婚宴在那边.</div><div>然后?</div><div>我就呆在那边等飞啦!</div><div>29号 下新加坡.</div><div>30号 飞台湾.</div><div>跨年演唱会! 五月天! 我来啦!!!!!!</div><div>这次台北呆三天, </div><div>下新竹, 台中和高雄.</div><div>6号 飞回来.</div><div>然后忙新年.</div><div>1月尾, 新加坡.</div><div>谭盾, 我来看你的音乐会!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>2月.</div><div>Paiseh 啦... 台湾, 我又来了!</div><div><br /></div><div>还在想...</div><div>去趟德国, 顺便去Europe走走.</div><div>看飞机票的钱有办法吗.</div><div>有的话, 就去.</div><div><br /></div><div>12月22号, </div><div>大家, 冬至快乐.</div><div><br /></div><div>今年结束, 我飞之前...</div><div>应该会写下我前几个月的事情吧.</div><div>现在,</div><div>都想把事情写下来.</div><div>我怕, </div><div>以后我会忘掉.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-8024699014907257642?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-20557121332722115982011-12-02T00:10:00.002+08:002011-12-02T00:23:39.756+08:00失眠夜又失眠了.<div><br /></div><div>躺在床上近两个小时,</div><div>还是睡不着.</div><div>我是累了的, 是有睡意的,</div><div>还有点头痛.</div><div>但, 就是睡不着.</div><div><br /></div><div>没把药带来KL,</div><div>明天得去买药了.</div><div><br /></div><div>面对.</div><div>Haiz... </div><div><br /></div><div>今天,</div><div>又有人告诉我,</div><div>不能在逃避, 要面对了.</div><div><br /></div><div>怎样?</div><div><br /></div><div>是要叫那个人出来,</div><div>面对面, 把所有事情摊开来讲吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>那个懦夫.</div><div>电话号码换了. 连家里的电话也换了.</div><div><br /></div><div>他, 应该没勇气接我的电话吧?!</div><div><br /></div><div>所以, 面对面?</div><div>应该做不到.</div><div><br /></div><div>11月29号.</div><div><br /></div><div>六年前跟那个人开始的那天,</div><div>没什么情绪.</div><div><br /></div><div>爸送了粒电话给我. </div><div>S II. </div><div>说, 看着电话要想起, </div><div>我还有家人.</div><div>爸, 谢谢.</div><div><br /></div><div>研究了三天,</div><div>是我太蠢了吧!</div><div>感觉难用.</div><div>还没习惯.</div><div><br /></div><div>以前刚开始用 Iphone 的时候也是这样.</div><div>会习惯的. 我跟我自己说.</div><div><br /></div><div>没事了.</div><div>得继续努力让自己睡着!</div><div><br /></div><div>晚安.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-2055712133272211598?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-75965267837592178932011-11-26T03:43:00.004+08:002011-11-26T04:30:28.032+08:00习惯<div>该死.</div><div>半夜睡不着, 干脆不睡了.</div><div>反正现在过着 "无业游民" 的生活,</div><div>明天白天再睡也可以.</div><div><br /></div><div>习惯,<div>是可以改变的吧?!</div></div><div><br /></div><div>刚才刷牙是才惊然发现,</div><div>刷牙的方向改变了.</div><div>啊! 谁在半夜三点刷牙啊?!</div><div><br /></div><div>以前, </div><div>先刷左边, 刷右边, 才刷中间.</div><div>多少年了的习惯,</div><div>改变了.</div><div><br /></div><div>一个半月前的小手术.</div><div>在左边上方的牙龈开了个洞,</div><div>因为没有办法再回来诊所拆线,</div><div>所以医生没帮我把那个洞缝起来.</div><div>医生也很干脆咯.</div><div><br /></div><div>那时候开始,</div><div>把多年从左边开始刷起的习惯换成从右边开始.</div><div><br /></div><div>过了三个星期小心翼翼的刷牙生活,</div><div>嘴里的伤口慢慢愈合,</div><div>回复了粗鲁的刷牙方式,</div><div>刷牙的方向还是维持从右边开始.</div><div><br /></div><div>二十多年的习惯,</div><div>改变了.</div><div><br /></div><div>从六年前开始习惯有那个人在身边的习惯,</div><div>只是维持了六年.</div><div>"只是", 用这个词适合吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>半年前开始,</div><div>该说"这么快", 还是"原来才半年"?</div><div>开始学习一个人生活,</div><div>开始学习身边没有人.</div><div><br /></div><div>回到KL 工作,</div><div>开始努力的工作, 努力的玩乐.</div><div>吃饭, 逛街, 看戏, 甚至是喝酒,</div><div>大多都是一个人进行.</div><div><br /></div><div>带上耳机,</div><div>音乐播放着,</div><div>一个人的走着.</div><div>我觉得我已经习惯一个人了.</div><div><br /></div><div>无需向什么人交代,</div><div>我去了哪里, 我花了什么钱, 我几点回家.</div><div>不用再说 </div><div>"宝贝, 晚安."</div><div>"宝贝, 今晚早点睡哦."</div><div>这些, 都不用做了!</div><div><br /></div><div>我, 是自由的.</div><div><br /></div><div>开始, 是享受的吧.</div><div>渐渐, 渐渐的觉得, </div><div>我是不开心的.</div><div><br /></div><div>花钱已经不用向什么人交代,</div><div>我去旅行, </div><div>我穿 Esprint, G2000, Pull & Bear, FCUK, Zara, Mango, </div><div>我拎 Long Champ, Charles & Keith, Coach,</div><div>我把自己包装好.</div><div><br /></div><div>护照从四月起,</div><div>一页又一页的盖章.</div><div>我去了多少地方.</div><div><br /></div><div>机票, 一张张的买.</div><div>今年, 五月, 八月, 十二月.</div><div>明年, 二月, 三月, 七月, 十月.</div><div><br /></div><div>甚至有个世界上只有一个,</div><div>特别订做, 绣着 Wuan Xi 的 Long Champ.</div><div><br /></div><div>看着那些所谓的名牌,</div><div>看着自己裸露消瘦的身材,</div><div>都是短暂的快乐.</div><div><br /></div><div>睡前, </div><div>还是得吃药.</div><div>没求什么.</div><div>我只要 Sweet dream night.</div><div><br /></div><div>有了新的习惯.</div><div>习惯了下班已是夜晚,</div><div>习惯了听英文电台,</div><div>习惯了睡前的药丸.</div><div><br /></div><div>忽然发现,</div><div>新的习惯代替了旧的习惯.</div><div>想起了医生问我的一个问题.</div><div>在你决定结束自己的生命那一刻, </div><div>What do you feel?</div><div>I feel nothing.</div><div>Yeah. I feel nothing.</div><div><br /></div><div>很自私.</div><div>没得到我的允许, </div><div>我没有答应那些旧的习惯离开我.</div><div><br /></div><div>自私.</div><div>每个人都是自私的.</div><div><br /></div><div>可怕的世界.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-7596526783759217893?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-45031625797036192122011-11-23T23:05:00.002+08:002011-11-23T23:14:35.171+08:00面对应该要面对了吧?<div><br /></div><div>医生给了我功课.</div><div>没必要一定要交.</div><div><br /></div><div>医生要我写一份信.</div><div>信里要说</div><div>曾经的我对那个人有什么期望</div><div>曾经的我对那个人付出了多少</div><div>过后的那个人对我做了的伤害</div><div>过后的我对那些伤害带来什么</div><div>一一写在信里.</div><div><br /></div><div>我没有信心.</div><div>没有信心做到.</div><div>没有勇气去写.</div><div><br /></div><div>我要忘记.</div><div>我一直很努力的在放下.</div><div>我真的不想再回想.</div><div><br /></div><div>医生说,</div><div>不能再逃避.</div><div>要面对, 我才会痊愈.</div><div><br /></div><div>真的吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>今天下午,</div><div>鼓起了所有勇气.</div><div>去了个很久没去的地方.</div><div>还是那么熟悉的一条路,</div><div>到了门口, </div><div>我却没有勇气进去.</div><div>再一次, 我逃跑了.</div><div><br /></div><div>真的是时候面对了吗?</div><div>那, </div><div>是否该回去案发现场?</div><div><br /></div><div>我, 深呼吸.</div><div>我, 不知道.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-4503162579703619212?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-20358724338615026592011-11-22T21:55:00.002+08:002011-11-22T23:10:04.948+08:00我会好的很累的一天.<div><br /></div><div>九点到医院,</div><div>串到不行的护士说两个星期后才可以看医生.</div><div>哈! 打了通电话, 拜托同事帮忙,</div><div>下午两点半有医生空闲看我.</div><div>Lilly 果然不是盖的.</div><div><br /></div><div>开车到好久没去的 Penang Road 吃面包,</div><div>再到处兜兜, 逛宠物店,</div><div>下午再回去看医生.</div><div><br /></div><div>两点半看到五点...</div><div>看了两个医生.</div><div>好像很严重酱.</div><div><br /></div><div>今天真的很多事情发生.</div><div>爸妈放手让我一个人去看医生,</div><div>他们和我都认为, 我一个人可以面对.</div><div>该死的电话, 就在今天坏掉了.</div><div>家人找不到我,</div><div>来了... 开始翻天覆地的找了.</div><div>不能怪他们,</div><div>现在的我, 对家人来说就像计时炸弹,</div><div>不懂几时会爆.</div><div>爸和弟过海到医院找我,</div><div>妈担心我在医院会遇见那个人, 会受刺激,</div><div>去找了那个人的母亲.</div><div><br /></div><div>那个人的母亲.</div><div>曾经的我期待过她会是我的家婆,</div><div>现在, 在我心中, </div><div>也是陌生人了.</div><div>Aunty 知道我很多事情,</div><div>多到母亲也吓到.</div><div>Aunty 在我进医院的当天就知道我进医院,</div><div>Aunty 知道我的病, 知道我很多很多.</div><div>但是,</div><div>都没有让她的儿子知道我进医院的事情.</div><div>天下的母亲都是一样的.</div><div>为了保护她的儿子,</div><div>怕他知道我进医院的事情影响到他的事业,</div><div>没让他知道.</div><div>到底是谁??? 一直不断的在 Update Aunty?</div><div>我想了一个晚上, 决定放弃.</div><div>不重要了.</div><div><br /></div><div>Aunty, 如果你有在看的话,</div><div>我很感恩你还在关心我.</div><div>但是, 可以不要再关心了吗?</div><div>我已经没有再关心你们的事情了, </div><div>你们也可以这样吗?</div><div>可以离开我的世界吗?</div><div>今天, 爸妈是想让我去面对, </div><div>想让我成长, 才让我一个人去医院的.</div><div>Aunty, 对不起.</div><div>今天你说的话, 伤到我的母亲了.</div><div><br /></div><div>关心我的朋友们,</div><div>对不起. 今天又让你们担心了.</div><div>有必要的话, 谁要赞助我行踪追踪器呢?</div><div>好让我的家人, 还有你们随时都知道我在哪里.</div><div>以后不用再像今天这样担心我.</div><div>哈哈... 小妹在此先感谢要赞助我的朋友哦!!!</div><div>嗯... 其实如果你们要赞助, 电话也是可以的啦..</div><div>小妹最近看上 HTC 的 Evo 3D.</div><div>哈哈...</div><div><br /></div><div>对了,</div><div>言归正传.</div><div>今天看医生, 医生讲到好像不要给我药酱,</div><div>到最后, 看了两个医生,</div><div>拿了两种药.</div><div>或许是医生看到我的手一直在抖吧?!</div><div>噢! 换药了.</div><div>正确的说, 是差不多一样的药,</div><div>只是不同牌子而已.</div><div>政府医院没有酱多 Budget 买贵药吧?!</div><div><br /></div><div>医生给药了,</div><div>没有办法, 还是要面对.</div><div>害怕到不行去到 Jabatan Farmasi,</div><div>祈求着, 拜托不要让我看见那个人.</div><div>感恩. 没有看见.</div><div>反而看见了他的朋友.</div><div>他的朋友也看见我.</div><div>是我想太多了吧!</div><div>我觉得是有人要我早点离开,</div><div>号码跳了二十多个, 就到我拿药了.</div><div><br /></div><div>心跳快到负荷不到,</div><div>以最快的脚步离开医院.</div><div>不知道为了什么,</div><div>坐上车子, 痛哭.</div><div>我只是很想哭.</div><div><br /></div><div>今天是 22 号. </div><div>如果没有事情发生,</div><div>多一个星期, 我跟那个人在一起就六年了.</div><div>这是医生不小心提醒我的.</div><div>医生要我面对吧.</div><div><br /></div><div>我会好的.</div><div>有一天, 我会变回以前的我.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-2035872433861502659?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-81659687268191492122011-11-21T19:36:00.002+08:002011-11-21T20:38:45.721+08:00怎样多久没写东西了.<div>已经没有在计算日子.</div><div><br /></div><div>短短四天, 两次大难不死.</div><div>会有后福吧?!</div><div><br /></div><div>大家都好像误会了.</div><div>上星期进医院的事情, </div><div>不是为了那个已经不关我事的那个人.</div><div><br /></div><div>多久没有想起那个混蛋,</div><div>已经没有在计算了.</div><div><br /></div><div>连续几个星期工作忙碌到不行的生活,</div><div>不知道为了什么那么努力的工作,</div><div>我, 崩溃了.</div><div><br /></div><div>以为病好转了.</div><div>怎知, 再次的崩溃不是为了过去了的感情, </div><div>而是为了工作.</div><div>连续整个星期, 眼泪莫名的流.</div><div>我知道, 病严重了.</div><div><br /></div><div>在同事面前毫无顾忌的哭,</div><div>在老板面前也崩溃的痛哭.</div><div>我显示我的弱.</div><div><br /></div><div>跟医生通过话,</div><div>我没有钱去看医生.</div><div><br /></div><div>星期一.</div><div>上星期一.</div><div>莫名的压力一直一直在加重.</div><div>压着, 我已经呼吸不到了.</div><div>电脑没关, 桌子没有收拾.</div><div>我本来只想离开公司, 出去透气.</div><div>车子开着开着, 回家了.</div><div>再一次选择逃避.</div><div>躲在被子里.</div><div>又崩溃了.</div><div><br /></div><div>冲动. </div><div>自私.</div><div>没脑.</div><div><br /></div><div>60粒的安眠药,</div><div>等到完全融化在 Black Label 里,</div><div>一口气, 喝完.</div><div>我没有害怕. </div><div>躺在床上, 等待.</div><div><br /></div><div>对不起. </div><div>我伤了很多人的心. </div><div>我让很多人担心.</div><div>是我太自私了.</div><div><br /></div><div>没有洗胃.</div><div>因为已经进入血液里了.</div><div>喝了一大捅的炭水.</div><div>这是唯一医生能为我做的事了.</div><div><br /></div><div>昏睡了多少个小时,</div><div>我没有在计算时间了.</div><div><br /></div><div>出院隔天,</div><div>车祸.</div><div>领养了Seven, 才上高速公路,</div><div>车子在路上转了几圈.</div><div>车子受伤, 我只是吓到.</div><div><br /></div><div>这些事, 本来已经没有打算再提.</div><div><br /></div><div>可是, 现在的我,</div><div>需要, 很需要把心里的话说出来.</div><div>可是,</div><div>没有人可以聆听.</div><div><br /></div><div>我很怕. </div><div>很怕很怕.</div><div><br /></div><div>明天要去医院看医生.</div><div>我怕. </div><div>我知道看 Psychiatrist 一定又要讲故事.</div><div>我不想再提回以前的事情.</div><div><br /></div><div>为什么会这样?</div><div>是我的错吗?</div><div>变得这么脆弱, 是我的错吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>很多很多人跟我说,</div><div>要靠自己, 不要靠药.</div><div>要坚强.</div><div><br /></div><div>怎样? 怎样做到?</div><div>告诉我!</div><div><br /></div><div>如何变得坚强?</div><div>如何不用靠药物?</div><div><br /></div><div>可以剥开我的头, 换个脑袋给我吗?</div><div>我控制不到我的脑袋.</div><div>我努力过, 努力过靠自己.</div><div><br /></div><div>我控制不到.</div><div>控制不到脑袋.</div><div>控制不到情绪.</div><div>控制不到眼泪.</div><div><br /></div><div>我告诉自己, </div><div>过去的已经过去了.</div><div>我告诉自己,</div><div>我放下了.</div><div><br /></div><div>有吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>回到大山脚, 只窝在家里.</div><div>多少地方, 我不愿意去.</div><div>多久没有过槟岛.</div><div>多久没去 Queensbay, Sunway Carnival, Gurney.</div><div>连山脚的 Laksa 都不敢去吃.</div><div>今天下午, 去了 Alma 的 TESCO,</div><div>我多窝囊. </div><div>手抖到不行. </div><div>不想弟担心, 还得装没事.</div><div>家乡, 这个养育我长大的地方,</div><div>现在却是我最害怕的地方.</div><div>每个角落, 都有回忆.</div><div>哼. 明天还要过桥去看医生.</div><div>妈还想我回来工作.</div><div><br /></div><div>我, 能怎样?</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-8165968726819149212?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-68346019312144478132011-08-17T08:36:00.002+08:002011-08-17T08:59:59.142+08:00Update!好久没 Update 了, 等到颈都长了吧?!<div>
<br /></div><div>工作就这样一个月了.</div><div>忙碌的工作, 让生活变得充实了.</div><div>一个人服侍两个 brand manager 真的还蛮累人的.</div><div>一个老板人超好, 另一个就真的很 beh tahan.</div><div>昨天才在 Fb 写了这句:</div><div>哎...在我这么美好的人生当中, 怎么会有这么 beh tahan 的老板啊?</div><div>
<br /></div><div>告诉自己, 在每个人的人生当中, 上天一定会派一些人来让我成长.</div><div>把本分做好, 就好了.</div><div>努力工作, 努力存钱, 旅行去!</div><div>
<br /></div><div>没有想到, 去了新加坡一年多, </div><div>回来, 薪水可以变得比我想像中多.</div><div>其实没有多很多啦... 只是多了一点点咯.</div><div>哈哈! 因为我已经不是 Fresh Grad 了!</div><div>
<br /></div><div>这么快, 八月已经过了一半.</div><div>下个星期飞台湾庆祝生日, 都还没开始打包行李呢.</div><div>哈... </div><div>我还把年尾去首尔倒数新年的飞机票贴在 Office 的 Workspace motivate 自己!</div><div>明年二月的 Taipei 机票也应该贴在 Office 才行.</div><div>看着那些机票, 才能充满力量去服侍那个 beh tahan 的老板!</div><div>真的得努力存钱才行!</div><div>四月想去日本看樱花.</div><div>十月想去香港感受秋天.</div><div>加油吧!!!</div><div>
<br /></div><div>我很乖哦...</div><div>每天都有准时吃药.</div><div>回来 KL 体重虽然飙升了一些,</div><div>现在慢慢又瘦下来了.</div><div>糟糕! 之前买的新裤子好像又不合身了.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>真的. 已经很久没有去看那个人的东西了.</div><div>有时候, 还是会出现在梦里.</div><div>这些我不能控制, 五年半的感情, 相处,</div><div>如果可以在这么短的时间内就忘记, </div><div>那... 我很有问题!</div><div>加上现在我又回到 Pharmaceutical company 工作,</div><div>难免, 有时候会想起那个人.</div><div>想起的时候, 深呼吸, 继续工作.</div><div>现在, 我有我的天空,</div><div>一个人飞翔, 感觉也其实蛮好的.</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>与其让你在我怀中枯萎, 宁愿你犯错后悔.</div><div>让你飞翔梦中的世界, 留我独自伤悲.</div><div>-遗憾, 陈洁仪-</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: arial; font-size: 14px; line-height: 24px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">
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<br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6834601931214447813?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-37089214637431443542011-08-01T21:40:00.003+08:002011-08-01T22:17:25.110+08:00故事想了好久.<div>需要很多的勇气,</div><div>做了这个决定.</div><div><br /></div><div>今天,</div><div>我说完这一次.</div><div>我以后都不想再提起了.</div><div><br /></div><div>很多人都想知道.</div><div>想知道我怎么发现他跟她.</div><div><br /></div><div>女人的自觉是很恐怖的.</div><div><br /></div><div>只是两天的通电和简讯,</div><div>我就感觉到他又点不妥了.</div><div>谈了谈,</div><div>他说, 他的朋友问他,</div><div>我, 是不是他的最后一个.</div><div>他说, 他答不出.</div><div>我, 眼泪就流出来了.</div><div><br /></div><div>那时的我还在新加坡.</div><div>隔天, 回到公司辞职.</div><div>买了机票, 晚上就飞会槟城.</div><div>飞机半夜十二点半到.</div><div>他说, 他没有空去载我.</div><div><br /></div><div>隔天,</div><div>等了他两个小时.</div><div>我们去吃了最后一顿午餐.</div><div>他说, 他不能跟我走下去.</div><div>我, 不是那个对的人.</div><div>这么多年了, 我没有改变.</div><div>没有达到他的要求.</div><div><br /></div><div>我问,</div><div>是不是有别人了.</div><div>他说, 没有.</div><div>我说,</div><div>我给他时间再想.</div><div>毕竟, 我跟他在一起已经那么久了.</div><div>现在才告诉我这些.</div><div><br /></div><div>隔天晚上, 雨好大好大.</div><div>我打了几通电话给他.</div><div>想告诉他, 雨很大,</div><div>留在宿舍, 不要开车回家.</div><div><br /></div><div>九点.</div><div>十点.</div><div>十一点.</div><div>他都没有接我的电话.</div><div>可是, 他回我简讯说会迟点才回.</div><div>十二点半, 最后一通.</div><div><br /></div><div>自觉.</div><div>不对劲了.</div><div>雨还是那么大.</div><div>140km/j 的速度.</div><div>开车到镔岛.</div><div>在他的宿舍兜了两圈.</div><div>我, 没有看见我的车子.</div><div>心已经很寒了.</div><div>进学校 再兜两圈.</div><div>已经想放弃寻找了.</div><div>就在这个时候,</div><div>在回程的路上.</div><div>隐约路边有辆 Kancil,</div><div>车镜好朦, 好朦.</div><div>我的心, 好怕.</div><div><br /></div><div>确定那是我的车子之后,</div><div>我开车再旁边经过三次.</div><div>他, 好专心.</div><div>因为他根本没有发觉到有车子.</div><div>我忍不住了.</div><div>把车子停在我的车子后面.</div><div>他, 没有发现.</div><div><br /></div><div>提起了所有的勇气.</div><div>脚软, 一步步走子向我的车子.</div><div>扫了后镜,</div><div>我看见她.</div><div>躺在我的车子里.</div><div>还有他.</div><div><br /></div><div>我问,</div><div>他不是说没有别人吗?</div><div>那么后面这个是谁? 是谁?</div><div>后座的她,</div><div>没有做任何解释.</div><div>只是冷冷的坐在那边, 看着我.</div><div><br /></div><div>我走开,</div><div>他下车.</div><div>我抱住她,</div><div>我求他.</div><div>他的眼睛根本没看我.</div><div>他, </div><div>看着那个离开车子, 走回宿舍的她.</div><div><br /></div><div>我开车离开.</div><div>看见他拿起电话.</div><div>我的电话没有响.</div><div>他打给她.</div><div><br /></div><div>我已经不记得那个大雨的晚上我是怎么回到家的.</div><div>我只记得,</div><div>抱住妈妈, 哭了一个晚上.</div><div>隔天, 我跟他结束了.</div><div><br /></div><div>两个星期后,</div><div>我看见他跟她的照片.</div><div>就是那个在后座冷冷看着我的她.</div><div>她, 坐在他骑着脚车的后座.</div><div><br /></div><div>那时的我已经知道自己患上忧郁症了.</div><div>看医生, Prozac 还有安眠药,</div><div>是我每天要吃的药.</div><div>我的心, 每天每天还是那么痛.</div><div><br /></div><div>我知道我承受不住了.</div><div>心里已经做了决定要离开了.</div><div>复诊的时候, 医生给了我一个月, 56粒的安眠药.</div><div>隔天, 回到医院.</div><div>告诉医生, 我把药留在德士, 又拿了56粒的安眠药.</div><div><br /></div><div>买了飞机票, 带着我的安眠药.</div><div>5 月7号回槟城.</div><div>我要在他伤我最重的地方把所有的痛还给他.</div><div>那天, 在家陪爸爸妈妈, 还有包包.</div><div>晚上, 等爸妈都睡着了.</div><div>开了车子, 带着安眠药和啤酒.</div><div>开着车, 想了好多.</div><div>想到爸爸妈妈能接受隔天的我已经不在了.</div><div>想象到他们看见已经没有呼吸了的我的样子.</div><div>我开车, 回家.</div><div>5月9号.</div><div>我回到新加坡. 还呼吸着.</div><div><br /></div><div>在车子里,</div><div>我打了通电话给他.</div><div>我告诉他, 我要把所有的痛还给他.</div><div>他, 一句话也没说.</div><div>那时的我就知道.</div><div>他已经不值得我再爱他了.</div><div><br /></div><div>故事结束.</div><div>所以, 以后不要再提起这件事情了.</div><div>谢谢.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-3708921463743144354?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-3996384712470279032011-07-25T22:40:00.001+08:002011-07-25T22:40:38.289+08:00要求又一个月了.<br /><br />距离发现他跟她的那个晚上,<br />已经四个月了.<br /><br />今天去复诊.<br /><br />病, 好转了.<br />至少不用再吃Zyprexa Zydis 了.<br />两个月后再复诊.<br />就这样, 十一张五十元大钞没了.<br /><br />我告诉医生,<br />忙碌的生活, 已经让我没有时间再想起那个人.<br />但是, 已经连续几晚梦见那个人.<br />梦见他跟她要结婚了.<br />梦见他跟她分开了.<br />怎样?<br />才可以彻底摆脱.<br />医生说,<br />五年的感情需要一段时间忘记.<br />这个, 我知道.<br /><br />只是一个很小的要求.<br />可以不要再出现在我的生活了吗?<br />我求你.<br /><br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-399638471247027903?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-13923254136428497792011-07-11T07:14:00.005+08:002011-07-11T07:46:47.038+08:00寂寞寂寞就好<span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; ">还是原来那个我<br />不过流掉几公升泪所以变瘦<br />对着镜子我承诺<br />迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容<br />不算什麽 爱错就爱错<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; ">早点认错 早一点解脱</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; ">我寂寞寂寞就好<br />这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱<br />就让我一个人去痛到受不了 想到快疯掉<br />死不了就还好<br /><br />我寂寞寂寞就好<br />你真的不用来我回忆里微笑<br />我就不相信我会笨到忘不了 赖着不放掉<br />人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉<br /><br />我总会把你戒掉<br /><br />还是原来那个你<br />是我自己做梦你有改变什麽<br />再多的爱也没用<br />每个人有每个人的业障因果<br />会有什麽 什麽都没有<br />早点看破 才看得见以后<br /><br />我寂寞寂寞就好<br />这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱<br />就让我一个人去痛到受不了 想到快疯掉<br />死不了就还好<br /><br />我寂寞寂寞就好<br />你真的不用来我回忆里 微笑<br />我就不相信我会笨到忘不了 赖着不放掉<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; ">人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">==============================<br /></span></span></div><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><br /></span></span></div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">我 Officially 搬回 KL 了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">工作也确定了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">兜兜转转, 我又回 Eli Lilly 了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">回想起过去几个月的生活,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">我没有遗憾.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">"</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; ">还是原来那个我, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; ">不过流掉几公升泪所以变瘦"</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">掉了八公斤,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">衣橱里的衣服换得七七八八了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">旧的衣服好多都还能穿,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">只是都变大件了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">现在, 什么衣服套在我的身上都是漂亮的. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">嘻!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">以前 G2000 最大号 42 号, </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">我都穿不进.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">现在, 都穿 36, 38 号了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">还不够! 我还要再瘦三公斤.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">"</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; ">对着镜子我承诺, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; ">迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容"</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">现在的我, </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">对着镜子, 是开心的笑容.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">因为瘦了嘛! 哈哈....</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">境界好像变高了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">现在的我, 还做不到原谅那个人和那个她.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">但是, 我现在会有那种感谢那个人的感觉.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">如果我没有失恋, 我的男朋友没有被别人抢走,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">我, 还是以前那个我.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">那个在新加坡平凡的上班族.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">对. 现在的我, 还是上班族.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">这个是不能改变的事实.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">每个人都需要金钱, 我也是.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">没有上班, 没有收入.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">但是, 我有在追求我想要的东西.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">我上烘培课. 我享受烘培.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">现在, 已经在筹备着我的 Baking workshop.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">去看 Oven, Mixer, 和 baking table.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">月底就要开始开班教课了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">"</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; ">我就不相信我会笨到忘不了 赖着不放掉"</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">笨了五年半, 还不够吗?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">够了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; ">我觉得, 我好像放下, 我已经放掉了.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">男人, 说变就变. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">女人, 别笨到去想男人会为了你改变.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">我看清楚这个事实了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">我看清楚整件事情了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">爱错就爱错, </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">早一点看清楚那个人, 好过以后才看清楚.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">"我寂寞寂寞就好"</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">我没有在寂寞.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">身边有爱我的家人, 有关心我的朋友.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">我一点也不寂寞.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">无聊的时候, 就出门逛街, 拍照.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">以前的我, 眼里只有他.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">现在的我, </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">眼睛看见的, 是我的家人, 我的朋友.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">一个人的生活, 没什么大不了!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; ">反而跟精彩了!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; ">"不算什麽 爱错就爱错,<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; ">早点认错 早一点解脱"</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; "><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">谢谢大家!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-1392325413642849779?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-2390383432550664572011-06-28T09:25:00.003+08:002011-06-28T09:43:41.067+08:00改裤<div>昨天,</div><div>明明已经快穷死了.</div>还花了 RM85, <div>改了两件裤子.<div>一件 Zara, 另一件 Pull & Bear.</div><div><br /></div><div>两件, 改小.</div><div>腰围收了四寸.</div><div>臀围收了两寸.</div><div>所以这么贵.</div><div><br /></div><div>怎办?</div><div>还有两件 Zara 的裙子,</div><div>一件 MNG 的连身裙,</div><div>一件 Pull & Bear 的裤子.</div><div>在新加坡, 还没拿回来.</div><div>这些都要改.</div><div><br /></div><div>两件新币200元的裤子,</div><div>花马币85元改,</div><div>值得.</div><div><br /></div><div>三个月,</div><div>谢谢那个人.</div><div>掉了八个公斤.</div><div><br /></div><div>因为瘦下来了,</div><div>所以改变了饮食习惯.</div><div>都吃得很清淡了.</div><div><br /></div><div>虽然瘦了,</div><div>但还没到我想要的体重与身形.</div><div>还得掉4公斤.</div><div>努力吧!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>对了!</div><div>万芷爱上了运动.</div><div>以前坚持不运动的我,</div><div>现在爱上了运动.</div><div>神奇吧?!</div><div><br /></div><div>喜欢流汗的感觉,</div><div>喜欢脸红心跳的感觉.</div><div>现在常常晚上都会去跑步.</div><div><br /></div><div>瘦下来是一件很恐怖的事情.</div><div>怎么说呢?</div><div>最近花了些钱,</div><div>几乎把我的衣柜里的衣服都换掉了.</div><div>衣服买小一号了,</div><div>裤子, 裙子也一样.</div><div><br /></div><div>因为瘦了, </div><div>什么衣服套在我的身上都是漂亮的.</div><div>嘻!</div><div>所以... 就忍不住花钱啦.</div><div><br /></div><div>Hmm.... 奉劝大家,</div><div>没事, 别随便变瘦!</div><div>除非, </div><div>你有好多钱, 可以买好多的新衣.</div><div>不然, 别瘦下来.</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-239038343255066457?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-24499385429510421292011-06-26T21:46:00.007+08:002011-06-26T22:10:04.415+08:00三个月了<div style="text-align: left;">6 月26号.</div><div>三个月了.</div><div><br /></div><div>好像真的过了好久好久...</div><div>才三个月.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>我,</div><div>生活还是如此.</div><div>只是, 比较充实, 比较开心了.</div><div><br /></div><div>情绪有时候还会不受控制.</div><div>有时候还会崩溃.</div><div>还是需要药物来控制.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>搬回KL 了.</div><div>一些都 Settle down 了.</div><div><br /></div><div>Baking course 的 intake 在九月.</div><div>所以, 会留在这里半年.</div><div>明年才会回新加坡.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>去了些 Interview,</div><div>接下来的两天还有两个 Interview.</div><div>要快点找到工作啊.</div><div><br /></div><div>最近去了两个 Workshop.</div><div>Cake pops workshop 和 Cupcake workshop.</div><div><br /></div><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-sd_r6AylGuo/Tgc6xgN0s9I/AAAAAAAAAkE/S2JnokUdNhM/s400/IMG_1584.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 299px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5622527281931269074" /><div style="text-align: center;">Peanut Butter Cupcake</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-K6DYU51yz64/Tgc6xWxwAWI/AAAAAAAAAj8/uDy6iz6FRlA/s400/IMG_1581.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 299px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5622527279397601634" /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Cake Pops</div><div style="text-align: left;">看了照片有想吃的感觉吗?</div><div style="text-align: left;">老实说, 喜欢烘培的人, 大多数都不喜欢吃.</div><div style="text-align: left;">I like to bake, but i don't like to eat.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">July 还会去几个 Workshop.</div><div style="text-align: left;">所以要快点赚钱啊...</div><div style="text-align: left;">要学 Baking, 还要看医生.</div><div style="text-align: left;">Workshop 学费百多块.</div><div style="text-align: left;">CNS 小小粒的药又那么贵.</div><div style="text-align: left;">真的得赶快找到工作才行.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">好啦! 今天就这样啦.</div><div style="text-align: left;">关心我的朋友们,</div><div style="text-align: left;">真的. 我真的很感激你们.</div><div style="text-align: left;">感谢你们对我的关心.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-2449938542951042129?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-41426331663935140772011-06-22T15:27:00.003+08:002011-06-22T15:34:05.409+08:00复诊刚复诊回来.<div>等了两个小时.</div><div>医生的生意真的很好.</div><div>就是说, 很多人的脑袋有问题.</div><div><br /></div><div>一样的药. </div><div>Frisium 10mg, Lexapro 10mg 还有 Zyprexa Zydis 5mg.</div><div>这次 Frisium 医生给多了.</div><div>说, 情绪真的到了控制不到的时候, </div><div>吞一粒下去.</div><div>几十粒药, RM358.</div><div><br /></div><div>我, 快穷死了.</div><div>还得吃药.</div><div><br /></div><div>我问医生, </div><div>我需要多少的时间才不需要依靠药物.</div><div>医生说, 最快三个月.</div><div>Hmm...</div><div>就是说我每个月要准备 RM400 看医生.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-4142633166393514077?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-69494246580108938002011-06-21T19:33:00.001+08:002011-06-21T19:34:48.805+08:00痛镇定剂.<div>多久没有吃镇定剂了?</div><div><br /></div><div>以为已经完全痊愈了.</div><div>原来, 还会痛.</div><div><br /></div><div>可以放过我吗?</div><div>不要再在我的伤口撒盐了.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6949424658010893800?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-60112693507770882612011-06-19T06:50:00.003+08:002011-06-19T07:01:20.363+08:00梦早晨七点,<div>醒咯.</div><div><br /></div><div>不知为什么, </div><div>在 KL, 都早睡早起.</div><div>这样, 感觉很好.</div><div>^^</div><div><br /></div><div>多久了?</div><div>多久没有梦见那个人.</div><div>昨晚, </div><div>他, 出现在我的梦里.</div><div>这次, 没有哭哦! </div><div><br /></div><div>梦里的他, </div><div>是跟我已经分开了的他.</div><div>我们两个就像朋友那样,</div><div>喝茶, 聊生活.</div><div><br /></div><div>以后, 我跟那个人能这样吗?</div><div>我, 并不想.</div><div>已经不想再看到他一眼.</div><div><br /></div><div>心, </div><div>确定已经放下了.</div><div>放下了过去那段五年的感情.</div><div><br /></div><div>以前的我, </div><div>相信分手后, 还是朋友.</div><div>因为, 彼此都熟悉彼此.</div><div>但是这次,</div><div>我不想这样. 我不要.</div><div>一个曾经伤害我那么深的人,</div><div>我会原谅.</div><div>等我做人的层次再高一些的时候吧!</div><div><br /></div><div>现在, 我不知道.</div><div>或许, 我已经到那个层次了, </div><div>我已经原谅了.</div><div>但, 我不知道我是不是已经原谅了.</div><div>所以? </div><div>还是不想再见到那个人.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6011269350777088261?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-12427890814534551512011-06-15T10:12:00.002+08:002011-06-15T10:41:10.321+08:00想说的话感恩.<div>感恩现在我拥有的一切.</div><div><br /></div><div>不知道是医生的药凑效, </div><div>还是家人和朋友的关爱.</div><div><br /></div><div>我感觉, </div><div>现在的我是幸福的.</div><div><br /></div><div>以前,</div><div>两个人还在一起的时候,</div><div>眼睛里只看到一个人. </div><div>都忽略了身边的好多事情.</div><div><br /></div><div>两个人分开后, </div><div>经历过很痛苦的一段日子.</div><div>心里, </div><div>感觉怎么事情会变成这样.</div><div>不甘心. 不甘愿.</div><div>不甘心自己怎么会败给一个这样的女子.</div><div>钻牛角尖.</div><div>还患上了忧郁症.</div><div>脑子里满满的都是很 Negative 的想法.</div><div>想过了断自己的生命, 觉得生活已经毫无意义.</div><div>眼泪, 都不知道流了多少. </div><div><br /></div><div>16 天一个人的旅行.</div><div>再加上家人和朋友的陪伴, 心疼, 关心, 问候.</div><div>让我感觉到大家是爱我的.</div><div>爸爸, 妈妈, 姐, 妹妹还有远在海外的弟弟,</div><div>大家都很爱我.</div><div>这些爱, 让我的心放开了.</div><div>怎么说呢?</div><div>现在, 我的眼睛里,</div><div>看见的是更多更多.</div><div>我, </div><div>爱我现在的生活.</div><div><br /></div><div>接下来的计划是什么?</div><div>星期五, 会搬回 KL.</div><div>不是长期, 只是回去三个月.</div><div>报名了三个月的烘培课程.</div><div>三个月后, 我就是为烘培师咯! </div><div><br /></div><div>为什么忽然会有这样的打算.</div><div>从台湾回来后, 回去KL 的 BM 一阵子.</div><div>天天粘着妹妹, 让我好开心好开心!</div><div>所以就想回 KL.</div><div>自己也觉得不可以在这样颓废下去了,</div><div>想了好多.</div><div>才做了这样的决定.</div><div>读自己喜欢的东西, </div><div>以后在自己喜欢的 Industry 里做爱做的事情.</div><div><br /></div><div>我想说的就是这些.</div><div>祝福我吧!</div><div><br /></div><div>也希望大家, 每天都开开心心的.</div><div>人生很短暂, 珍惜每一秒.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-1242789081453455151?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-80694365306966021982011-06-07T00:54:00.003+08:002011-06-07T01:09:35.460+08:00考验<div>老天爷不断的在考验我.</div><div><br /></div>每次,<div>情绪比较稳定下来的时候,</div><div>总会有一些东西来刺激我.</div><div><br /></div><div>今天,</div><div>又看到了一些东西.</div><div>拿回了 iPhone.</div><div>不要说我没品, </div><div>因为在删除手机资料的过程中不小心看到.</div><div>两个人, Dear 来 Dear 去的.</div><div>他妈的! 混蛋!</div><div><br /></div><div>是特地留下来刺激我的吗?</div><div>还要在我的伤口上撒盐吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>一声呐喊.</div><div>爸爸, 妈妈, 妹妹, 包包都吓到.</div><div>眼泪跟着流了.</div><div><br /></div><div>深呼吸.</div><div>深呼吸.</div><div>深呼吸.</div><div><br /></div><div>在飞去台湾的前一晚,</div><div>爸打了通电话给在新加坡的我.</div><div>说, </div><div>万芷, 不要想这么多. 会没事的.</div><div>自己一个人要小心.</div><div><br /></div><div>眼泪, 狂飙.</div><div><br /></div><div>熟悉的朋友都知道,</div><div>爸是个沉默寡言的人.</div><div>这句话, 是满满的爱.</div><div><br /></div><div>现在, </div><div>每当情绪不稳定时,</div><div>提醒自己,</div><div>身边有好多好多爱我的人.</div><div><br /></div><div>没有了那个人, 我还有很多人.</div><div>没有了那个人, 我有好多时间去关心爱我的人.</div><div><br /></div><div>现在的我, 是幸福的.</div><div>是更高层次的幸福.</div><div><br /></div><div>我要好起来.</div><div><br /></div><div>早晚个半粒的 Lexapro 和 Frisium,</div><div>还有晚上 Quarter 的 Zyprexa Zydis.</div><div><br /></div><div>我要好起来.</div><div>我要恢复正常的生活.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-8069436530696602198?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-31251372593799717222011-06-05T22:45:00.003+08:002011-06-05T22:49:50.461+08:00不可以听到了一些东西.<div>心, 动摇了.</div><div><br /></div><div>情绪化了一阵子.</div><div>头脑混乱了一下下.</div><div><br /></div><div>提醒自己. 要记得.</div><div><br /></div><div>记得, </div><div>那个人, 曾经怎样伤害你.</div><div>那个人, 做了什么事情让你痛哭.</div><div>那个人, 让你没有生存的意志.</div><div>那个人, 搞乱了你的生活.</div><div><br /></div><div>万芷, 要记得.</div><div>不可以回头.</div><div>不可以.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-3125137259379971722?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-46528517067962031722011-06-05T00:26:00.004+08:002011-06-05T00:34:30.078+08:00iPad 2!!!<div style="text-align: left;">How? Redang trip or iPad 2?</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div>在 Fb 写了这个.</div><div>哈!</div><div><br /></div><div>怎么好像忽然富有起来了?</div><div><br /></div><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-a-sQ2vL76yE/TepeRj0JuXI/AAAAAAAAAj0/D651EJL3-Sw/s400/Facebook.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 261px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5614403541235513714" /><div>好吧! 带着 iPad 2 去 Redang 啦!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>PS: 等我中Toto 先.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-4652851706796203172?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-47242421645792051472011-05-30T15:27:00.002+08:002011-05-30T15:39:34.780+08:00Nothing我想说些什么?<div><br /></div><div>Internet 是个恐怖的地方.</div><div>有些时候, 明明不想看到,</div><div>还是会看到.</div><div>那天看到一些东西,</div><div>又让我陷入崩溃边缘.</div><div><br /></div><div>我跟那个人在一起五年,</div><div>他, 从来没有在Fb 上承认过我.</div><div>从来没有 In a relationship with Wuan Xi Foong 过.</div><div>我说过, 我很在意这些. </div><div>或许是我 Un-friend 了他吧,</div><div>所以? 光明正大的承认了那个第三者的地位.</div><div>In a relationship with Dxxxx Lim....... .</div><div><br /></div><div>这个名字, 我很熟悉.</div><div>以前在他的电话就常看见.</div><div>一直以来以为那个名字是个男人的名字,</div><div>所以没放在心里.</div><div>哼! </div><div><br /></div><div>我提出了一些要求.</div><div>你, 别怪我无情.</div><div>是你, 先对我残忍.</div><div><br /></div><div>因为以后都不想再看到,</div><div>对不起. 我又Un-friend 了好多人.</div><div><br /></div><div>这会是我最后一次提起那个人.</div><div><br /></div><div>我, 要放开我的心,</div><div>接受别人对我的疼爱.</div><div>接受别人对我的保护.</div><div><br /></div><div>把你, 彻彻底底的从我的心里赶出来.</div><div>You mean nothing to me. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-4724242164579205147?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-6357666342006016222011-05-25T20:13:00.001+08:002011-05-25T20:13:21.657+08:00跌在机场又摔了一跤!<br /><br />已经数不清在台湾跌倒了多少次.<br />还有扭伤脚...<br /><br />可怜的双脚,<br />走了那么多路,<br />还得忍受脱皮流血的痛苦.<br /><br />平衡感变差了!<br />明明看见路是不平的,<br />踩下去, 还是会跌倒.<br />无奈.<br /><br />做么会这样啊?!<br />是吃药的关系吗?<br />抗忧郁的药会影响平衡感啊??<br />药, 不能不吃咧.<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-635766634200601622?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-29020537812427761192011-05-24T21:12:00.001+08:002011-05-24T21:12:53.546+08:00打包头痛了!<br /><br />两盒蛋糕,<br />六盒面膜,<br />六罐罐头,<br />十多本书.<br /><br />要怎么打包进我的背包啊?!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-2902053781242776119?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-76367879941728102812011-05-23T17:24:00.001+08:002011-05-23T17:24:13.774+08:00毒瘾想念你,<br />就像患上了毒瘾那样.<br /><br />无论我身在何处,<br />都如影随形.<br /><br />说过无数次.<br />我要忘记你.<br />你只是路人.<br />还是做不到.<br /><br />想念你,<br />就像毒瘾发作那样.<br />好辛苦.<br /><br />世上,<br />有没有戒掉想念,<br />有没有戒掉爱情,<br />的戒毒所? <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-7636787994172810281?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-36295110201519979712011-05-23T01:05:00.001+08:002011-05-23T01:05:02.979+08:00十三今天,<br />只去了野柳.<br /><br />这个地方, 不好找.<br />搭火车到基隆,<br />再搭客运 (bus),<br />还要走一段路才能到.<br /><br />天气晴朗!<br />蓝蓝的天, 白白的云.<br />还有大大的太阳.<br /><br />拍出来的照片很不错.<br />代价是,<br />黑了, 病情也严重了.<br /><br />回到房间, 四点.<br />直接睡到半夜十二点!<br />起床, 吃个面包, 吃药.<br />现在又躺在床上了.<br /><br />明天的行程大概想好了.<br />忠烈寺, 国父纪念馆, 永康路.<br />晚上再去拍101 夜景.<br /><br />希望身体能撑到晚上.<br /><br />PS: 还想回去淡水拍日落咧... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-3629511020151997971?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-77566188957582111072011-05-22T00:23:00.001+08:002011-05-22T00:23:37.497+08:00十二十二天了.<br /><br />回到台北.<br />不去东部, 南部, 和中部了.<br />多几天就回去.<br /><br />觉得累了.<br />也许是生病的关系.<br />就, 感觉累了.<br /><br />咳嗽, 感冒, 发烧.<br />还扭伤脚.<br /><br />出门的时间变少了,<br />躺在床上的时间多了.<br />:S<br /><br />出门病倒,<br />真扫兴!<br /><br />真的还有好多地方还没去.<br />但是差点被路人送进医院的经验,<br />我不想再有第二次.<br />所以, 决定好好走完台北,<br />就不走了. 回家去了!<br /><br />今天看见海豚!<br />:)<br />整群咧!<br />是野生的, 不是水族馆养的.<br /> <br />我爱大海. <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-7756618895758211107?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-60438579587758499152011-05-19T19:05:00.003+08:002011-05-19T19:05:04.973+08:00第十天第十天了,<br />我 还活着.<br /><br />明天就离开台北.<br />去宜兰,<br />然后花莲, 日月潭, 台东, 垦丁, 高雄, 台中.<br /><br />过后呢.<br />我的生活要怎么接下去?<br />我的路, 一个人怎么走下去?<br /><br />我不知道.<br /><br />没有想过会受这么大的伤害.<br />没有想过自己会承受不到.<br /><br />我还是会想念.<br />该怎么忘掉?<br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6043857958775849915?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-79901817319189412192011-05-19T19:05:00.001+08:002011-05-19T19:05:02.603+08:00第十天第十天了,<br />我 还活着.<br /><br />明天就离开台北.<br />去宜兰,<br />然后花莲, 日月潭, 台东, 垦丁, 高雄, 台中.<br /><br />过后呢.<br />我的生活要怎么接下去?<br />我的路, 一个人怎么走下去?<br /><br />我不知道.<br /><br />没有想过会受这么大的伤害.<br />没有想过自己会承受不到.<br /><br />我还是会想念.<br />该怎么忘掉?<br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-7990181731918941219?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-88503003494352827732011-05-17T02:48:00.001+08:002011-05-17T02:48:02.376+08:00病一个星期,<br />在台北, 病了.<br /><br />也许是冷到了,<br />还是淋到雨?<br />咳嗽了.<br />哎哟......<br /><br />那个陌生人,<br />我还是会想起.<br />真失败!<br /><br />宜兰 花莲 台东 垦丁<br />高雄 台中 嘉义 苗栗<br />还有这么多地方还没去.<br /><br />要打败病菌!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-8850300349435282773?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-38797136349305883892011-05-09T22:16:00.003+08:002011-05-09T22:30:16.618+08:00感恩很庆幸.<div>庆幸自己勇敢的回去大山脚.</div><div>没有想过自己会这么快就回去.</div><div>这, 需要很大的勇气.</div><div><br /></div><div>还没下飞机.</div><div>心里, </div><div>已经害怕到不行,</div><div>手, 抖得很厉害.</div><div>眼泪, 在车上就流了.</div><div><br /></div><div>第一次,</div><div>两天都在家.</div><div>陪妈妈, 陪包包.</div><div><br /></div><div>第一次,</div><div>这么仔细看爸妈的脸.</div><div>都已经满脸皱纹了.</div><div><br /></div><div>做了许多好久没做的事.</div><div>帮包包洗澡,</div><div>到包包散步, </div><div>跟包包聊天,</div><div>自己去散步,</div><div>做些小家务.</div><div><br /></div><div>很庆幸,</div><div>就在死亡边缘, 我想起了我的家人.</div><div>我知道没有人能承受得了.</div><div>所以, 我继续呼吸.</div><div><br /></div><div>二十几年了,</div><div>才发觉, </div><div>我好爱我的家人.</div><div>我的家人也好爱我.</div><div>爸, 妈, 姐, 弟, 妹, 狗, </div><div>都好爱我.</div><div><br /></div><div>他只是森林中的一棵小草, 踩过他拥抱前方美丽的花丛.</div><div><br /></div><div>阿忠, 谢谢你.</div><div>不是小草, 是杂草.</div><div><br /></div><div>明天, </div><div>我会带着满满的勇气,</div><div>还有重重的背包,</div><div>去看世界.</div><div><br /></div><div>我知道我会在机场遇见他.</div><div>请给我满满的勇气去面对吧!</div><div><br /></div><div>感恩.</div><div>感恩有爱我的家人.</div><div>感恩有爱我的朋友.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-3879713634930588389?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-61510322300418810472011-05-09T15:43:00.002+08:002011-05-09T15:50:12.726+08:00陌生人我,<div>还在呼吸.</div><div><br /></div><div>我知道,</div><div>只要一罐啤酒, 跟我的安眠药,</div><div>我就可以离开.</div><div><br /></div><div>没有眼泪.</div><div>手, 颤抖着.</div><div>我没有吞下去.</div><div><br /></div><div>父母.</div><div>我想起了爱我的父母.</div><div><br /></div><div>满脸皱纹的他们,</div><div>承受的了这样的打击吗?</div><div>所以, 我留下了.</div><div><br /></div><div>告诉自己.</div><div>从今天开始.</div><div>他, 在我心中已是陌生人.</div><div><br /></div><div>我会更努力生活.</div><div>伤痛, 有一天会离开我的.</div><div><br /></div><div>一个人,</div><div>我要更精彩.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6151032230041881047?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-57002995615460483052011-05-09T03:31:00.001+08:002011-05-09T03:31:16.253+08:00离开心里, 做了这个决定. <br />对不起. <br /><br />我说过, <br />如果哪天我选择离开, <br />不是想威胁什么人. <br />也不是想让谁感到愧疚. <br />是为了自己. <br /><br />我的心, 已经满了. <br />满满的都是痛. <br />痛到没有办法负荷了. <br /><br />我曾经很努力. <br />我努力生活. <br />我很努力让自己过得好一点. <br />我很努力掩饰, 掩饰自己的难过. <br /><br />我尝试要过新生活. <br />我尝试了. <br /><br />我很用工. <br />但, 我很辛苦. <br /><br />我的心, 我的脑. <br />不受控制. <br /><br />我控制不到. <br />控制不到去想念. <br />控制不到去心痛. <br />控制不到去难过. <br /><br />吃了药, <br />头脑还是会想念. <br />心还是会感觉痛. <br /><br />吃了药, <br />是睡着了. <br />但, <br />药没有办法让恶梦离开我. <br />多少次了, <br />多少次半夜哭醒. <br /><br />我, 很辛苦. <br /><br />今晚, 我不要再痛了. <br />我不要再这样了. <br /><br />所以, <br />在那个他和她伤我最重的地方, <br />我要把所有痛苦还给他们. <br /><br />做人, 太累了. <br />七情六欲, 太折磨了. <br /><br />我说过, <br />如果有再世. <br />下一世, 我要当棵大树. <br />就让我当一颗大树吧. <br /><br />对不起. <br />让我自私最后一次. <br />让我任性最后一次. <br /><br />眼泪,<br />已经干了.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-5700299561546048305?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-13020101127671248172011-05-08T20:24:00.001+08:002011-05-08T20:24:50.448+08:00回家这么热的天气,<br />还出去散步了一下.<br />遇见邻居, 闲聊了一阵子.<br />Aunty 说, 我变了好多.<br /><br />问我, 几时结婚.<br />哼.<br /><br />回来,<br />需要很大的勇气.<br /><br />把,<br />他送我的东西,<br />他画给我的画,<br />我跟他的照片,<br />收拾好了.<br /><br />面对这些他爱过我的证物,<br />需要很大的勇气.<br /><br />手, 抖得好厉害.<br />心, 痛得不得了.<br /><br />万芷,<br />要勇敢.<br />决定了, 就不要反悔.<br /><br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-1302010112767124817?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-77886396436055870402011-05-07T12:09:00.000+08:002011-05-07T12:10:10.022+08:00不怕心里, <div>已经做了决定.</div><div><br /></div><div>我,</div><div>害怕吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>不要怕.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-7788639643605587040?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-47403487971919653982011-05-06T03:27:00.003+08:002011-05-06T03:57:23.359+08:00够了三点半.<div>我又在这样的时候哭醒.</div><div>吃了药, 还是会这样.</div><div><br /></div><div>我看见了.</div><div>你以为 Block 着我, 我就会看不见.</div><div>你跟她的照片.</div><div>她, 抱着你的照片.</div><div>就是那个在车子里的她.</div><div><br /></div><div>我相信了这个事实.</div><div>我们的结束, 是第三者.</div><div><br /></div><div>你有别人了.</div><div>你跟她, 在一起了.</div><div><br /></div><div>我们, 结束才多久?</div><div><br /></div><div>我, 开始恨你了.</div><div>为什么分开的时候, 还为自己找了那么多富丽堂皇的藉口.</div><div><br /></div><div>我, 开始怨你了.</div><div>为什么分开的时候, 你还流了那么多眼泪.</div><div>在电话的另一边, 哭哭啼啼.</div><div><br /></div><div><div>事实只是,</div><div>你爱上别人了.</div></div><div><br /></div><div>没有想到,</div><div>杀伤力是那么的强.</div><div>多久没有崩溃了?</div><div><br /></div><div>心, 彻彻底底再痛一次.</div><div><br /></div><div>今晚,</div><div>我想了很多.</div><div><br /></div><div>曾经,</div><div>不是一个人这么说, </div><div>是几个人这么说.</div><div>他, 只是在利用你. </div><div>我, 有那么多东西可以让你利用吗?</div><div>你在利用我些什么?</div><div>金钱, 还是身体.</div><div>是我, 给你太多的方便了.</div><div><br /></div><div>我真的好傻好傻.</div><div>在这里眼泪狂流的时候, </div><div>你却已经抱住其他人在风流快活了.</div><div>你, 上了她吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>我, </div><div>不会再留着跟你的东西.</div><div>照片, SMS, Email, 图画...</div><div>我会一样一样丢掉.</div><div>把证物销毁, </div><div>回忆, 让时间帮我冲淡.</div><div><br /></div><div>够了.</div><div>已经很足够了.</div><div>因为这件事, 我现在是什么样子.</div><div>Fluoxitine 20mg, 是我天天早上得吃的药.</div><div>Lorazepam, 是我每晚靠它入眠的药.</div><div><br /></div><div>你, 这个坏男人.</div><div>曾经的我, </div><div>认为遇见你, 是我这一辈子最幸运的事.</div><div>傻了五年.</div><div><br /></div><div>还有妳, 这个坏女人.</div><div>全世界都知道他有女朋友, </div><div>他有我.</div><div>为什么, 你还接近他.</div><div>我真的很恨妳.</div><div>妳带给我多大的阴影, 妳知道吗?</div><div>你知道当我看见长头发, 单眼皮, 瘦瘦的女生,</div><div>我的手, 抖得多厉害.</div><div><br /></div><div>够了.</div><div>我跟我自己说够了.</div><div>不要再痛了. 不要再流泪了.</div><div>不要再哭了. 不要再想你了.</div><div><br /></div><div>五年, </div><div>你, 有爱过我吗?</div><div>有多少句的爱我, 是真心的?</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-4740348797191965398?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-87644564033104222892011-05-03T11:01:00.002+08:002011-05-03T11:39:58.269+08:00Just the way you are<div>Maddi Jane- Just the way you are </div><div><br /></div><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-8916bbe204f62115" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v3.nonxt8.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D8916bbe204f62115%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331527832%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D6587AF4B4563E0DB4F5A014D05CC04F68E768394.45F35E191421DC39CDF163E8D53ED3EBC1AE4E25%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D8916bbe204f62115%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3D5HrFQoCDFpa_p7Ny3ZzkGa3VdKQ&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v3.nonxt8.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D8916bbe204f62115%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331527832%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D6587AF4B4563E0DB4F5A014D05CC04F68E768394.45F35E191421DC39CDF163E8D53ED3EBC1AE4E25%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D8916bbe204f62115%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3D5HrFQoCDFpa_p7Ny3ZzkGa3VdKQ&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object><div><br /></div><div>戴上耳机, 好好欣赏吧.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>正常吗?</div><div>我还在想念你.</div><div>好想. 好想.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-8764456403310422289?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-78739827189812306122011-04-29T11:37:00.001+08:002011-04-29T11:37:52.178+08:00才知道才知道,<br />回来 KL 会让我那么糟糕.<br /><br />在夜里开车,<br />心, 痛到不行.<br /><br />躺在床上,<br />眼睛根本没办法闭上.<br /><br />头脑里,<br />满满的都是回忆.<br /><br />才知道,<br />我还没有摆脱你.<br />我还没有摆脱那个阴影.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-7873982718981230612?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-28526582211188017792011-04-27T11:15:00.007+08:002011-04-27T13:25:38.683+08:00我怀念的<div style="text-align: left;">看鲁豫有约, 访问孙燕姿.</div><div><br /></div><div>以为不会再哭了.</div><div>以为不会再崩溃了.</div><div><br /></div><div>节目最后,</div><div>燕姿唱了这首歌.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">眼泪</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">掉了.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><br /></div><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-9b7a58242195a48c" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v14.nonxt4.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D9b7a58242195a48c%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331527832%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D2798393E95672CD63EE8E65AD1FFF97EE1181549.19826FEC4E2B595E8EA5A1CF63F88089A775DC29%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D9b7a58242195a48c%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DAeOFw3QwfGqtJjdoxyC-STSZkLk&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v14.nonxt4.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D9b7a58242195a48c%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331527832%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D2798393E95672CD63EE8E65AD1FFF97EE1181549.19826FEC4E2B595E8EA5A1CF63F88089A775DC29%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D9b7a58242195a48c%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DAeOFw3QwfGqtJjdoxyC-STSZkLk&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, 宋体; line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">我问为什么, 那女孩传简讯给我</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, 宋体; line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">而你为什么, 不解释低着头沉默<br />我该相信你很爱我, 不愿意敷衍我<br />还是明白<br />你已不想挽回什么<br /><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">想问为什么, 我不再是你的快乐</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">可是为什么, 却苦笑说我都懂了</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">自尊常常将人拖着</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">把爱都走曲折</span></span><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, 宋体; line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">假装了解是怕, 真相太赤裸裸<br />狼狈比失去难受<br /><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, 宋体; line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">我怀念的 是无话不说<br />我怀念的 是一起作梦<br />我怀念的 是争吵以后, 还是想要爱你的冲动<br /><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, 宋体; line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">我记得那年生日, 也记得那一首歌<br />记得那片星空<br />最紧的右手, 最暖的胸口谁记得? 谁忘了?<br /><br />我怀念的 是无言感动<br />我怀念的 是绝对炽热<br />我怀念的 是你很激动, 求我原谅抱得我都痛<br /><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">我记得你在背后, 也记得我颤抖着</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">记得感觉汹涌</span></span><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, 宋体; line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">最美的烟火, 最长的相拥<br />谁爱得太自由, 谁过头太远了<br />谁要走我的心, 谁忘了那就是承诺<br />谁自顾自地走, 谁忘了看着我<br />谁让爱变沉重, 谁忘了要给你温柔<br /><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, 宋体; line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">我怀念的<br />我还有想要爱你的冲动<br /><br />我放手, 我让座假洒脱, 谁懂我多么不舍得<br />太爱了<br />所以我, 没有哭, 没有说</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, 宋体; line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">-----</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">感觉过了好久好久,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">原来, 才一个月.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">自己知道, </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">已经慢慢好起来了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">原本满满重重的背包,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">破了个洞. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">一天掉一些,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">好像没那么重了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">常常还会想起些什么.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">眼泪已经没那么轻易掉了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">皮肤的状况, 时好时坏.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">感觉痒时, 忍住不扒</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">就会过去了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">就像我的心那样.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">想念的时候, 忍住不想.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">就会过去了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, 宋体; line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">有些歌曲, 还是不敢去听.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">很多会让我碰触到我们两个人回忆的东西,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">我跟你, 共同拥有的东西, </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">藏起来了, 不敢去看.<br />我还不够勇气.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">我知道, 那些东西永远都没有办法忘记.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">回忆, 怎么能说忘就忘.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">只是现在,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">原本美好快乐的回忆,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">想起, 会让我难过.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">会让那些很恐怖的画面重新浮现.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; line-height: normal; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; "><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">时间.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">我还需要时间.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; "><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">需要时间接受这个事实.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">需要时间相信这个结果.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; "><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">需要时间, 才能重新面对.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; ">重新面对自己.</span></span></div></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">我跟你, 还能是朋友吗?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">我能以朋友的身份重新站在你面前吗?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">现在, 我不知道.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">你已经不让我关心你的生活.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">那我呢?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">又应该怎么做? 以牙还牙吗?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">我不是这样的人.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">朋友说,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">一个月, 我变了好多.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">一个人,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">一件事,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">让整个人都变了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">说我,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">常常看着天空,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">好像在想些什么.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">会很用心的笑, </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">可是, 笑容没那么灿烂了.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">不笑的时候, </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">眼神总有些愁感.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">嗯.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">我没否认.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">是我, </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">还掩饰得不够好.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-ha95EmpmKO0/TbeRPyoeb9I/AAAAAAAAAio/iARvHZgLg6E/s320/IMG_0703.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5600104362134106066" /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">我还在努力.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">把你, </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 25px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px;">在我心中的占据的位子慢慢缩小.</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-2852658221118801779?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-7712242172593619152011-04-26T08:38:00.002+08:002011-04-26T09:11:15.525+08:00End of the road<div>End of the road-Babyface</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-9c8122af862a2624" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v4.nonxt4.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D9c8122af862a2624%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331527832%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D5E9F433539F89C1B8493CBC4508AA532FADFD724.79558A3C9AAA0E53AC9AB5615FF05F698919B778%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D9c8122af862a2624%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DR5zAMe0OmzItLKDzV2T4CBep8Mo&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v4.nonxt4.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D9c8122af862a2624%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331527832%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D5E9F433539F89C1B8493CBC4508AA532FADFD724.79558A3C9AAA0E53AC9AB5615FF05F698919B778%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D9c8122af862a2624%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DR5zAMe0OmzItLKDzV2T4CBep8Mo&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object><div><br /></div><div>一个月了.</div><div><br /></div><div>万芷,</div><div>加油.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-771224217259361915?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-51670282592594290672011-04-24T09:48:00.002+08:002011-04-24T10:15:46.553+08:00烂人这两天, <div>情绪没有很稳定.</div><div>医生给的要需要两到四个星期才会奏效.</div><div><br /></div><div>难过.</div><div>难过为什么你要这样做?</div><div>Block 掉我看你的 Wall.</div><div><br /></div><div>生气.</div><div>生气你不止 Block 掉我而已, 连妹妹的也看不到.</div><div><br /></div><div>既然都已经Block掉了, 那为什么就不 Un-friend 我?</div><div><br /></div><div>我了解你.</div><div>你不会这样做.</div><div>这样做, 其他人会说什么?</div><div>说你太小气, 说你不够大方.</div><div><br /></div><div>如果你这么做,</div><div>那当初说什么我们还是朋友,</div><div>都是客套话.</div><div>都是让自己好过的话.</div><div><br /></div><div>你在意别人怎么看你.</div><div>所以你不会.</div><div><br /></div><div>连分手,</div><div>真正的理由你也没对我说.</div><div>说,</div><div>我不是那个对的人.</div><div>说,</div><div>那么多年了, 我还达不到你的要求.</div><div>说,</div><div>你忍受不住我的固执和任性.</div><div><br /></div><div>半年前, </div><div>你说过.</div><div>如果, </div><div>在你生日之前, 我没瘦到 55KG, 你就会不要我.</div><div>你说, 你是认真的.</div><div>那时候, 你就在警告我了吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>哼!</div><div><br /></div><div>到现在,</div><div>你还不愿意承认.</div><div>承认你在我不在的时候跟别人发生了感情.</div><div>承认你没有认真对待我跟你的爱情.</div><div><br /></div><div>朋友骂我, </div><div>怎么我那么犯贱.</div><div>你都 Block住我了, 我到底还想再关心你些什么?</div><div><br /></div><div>我好蠢.</div><div><br /></div><div>我说,</div><div>谢谢你.</div><div>谢谢你Block 掉我.</div><div>谢谢你不让我偷窥你的生活.</div><div><br /></div><div>只是一个 Privacy Setting,</div><div>就让我看清楚了.</div><div><br /></div><div>五年.</div><div>我用心经营了五年.</div><div>换来的?</div><div>满身伤痕.</div><div><br /></div><div>你,</div><div>第一次, 让我打从心底看不起你.</div><div>你在我心中, 已经不是我爱的何儒彦了.</div><div><br /></div><div>你, 太爱自己了.</div><div>连对待爱情的态度也都是错的.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-5167028259259429067?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-67389420335092789282011-04-23T01:19:00.003+08:002011-04-23T01:34:12.064+08:00病人没有想过,<div>我会有踏进 Neuroscience clinic 的一天.</div><div><br /></div><div>以前在Lilly 工作.</div><div>CNS, 听得多.</div><div>Zyprexa, Cymbalta, Prozac, 看得多.</div><div><br /></div><div>CNS Brand Manager, Chan Wai Sze 常说,</div><div>做人, 做咩也要想这么多.</div><div><br /></div><div>我还记得.</div><div><br /></div><div>Doctor 说,</div><div>Prozac is a very good drug, it help many people.</div><div>我知道. </div><div>在Lilly, 我是那个update sales report 的人.</div><div><br /></div><div>因为一次的被抛弃,</div><div>自己成为了病人.</div><div><br /></div><div>怎么那么脆弱?</div><div>怎么那么敏感?</div><div><br /></div><div>现在只是 0.5mg, 10mg, 20mg.</div><div>我要努力.</div><div>不可以让药的分量变成 40mg, 60mg, 80mg.</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm a neuroscience patient now.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6738942033509278928?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-4899204849931164012011-04-22T23:36:00.002+08:002011-04-23T00:03:54.033+08:00报应<div>原来,</div><div>我已经看不到你的Fb Wall. </div><div>我知道, 只有我看不到.</div><div>为什么你要这样?</div><div>你说, </div><div>我和你, 永远是最亲密的朋友.</div><div><br /></div><div>昨天去医院了.</div><div>哭了一轮.</div><div>老老的医生说,</div><div>是忧郁症.</div><div><br /></div><div>给了我两种药.</div><div>第一种药, </div><div><div>安眠药.</div><div>0.5mg.</div><div>先吃一颗, </div><div>睡不着再吃一颗.</div></div><div><br /></div><div>第二种药,</div><div><div>第一个星期 10mg.</div><div>第二个星期 20mg.</div></div><div>然后, 复诊.</div><div><br /></div><div>皮肤的状况,</div><div>打了针本来好像好了.</div><div>原来也没有好起来.</div><div>明天, 再复诊.</div><div><br /></div><div>心痛, 还在.</div><div>不甘心, 还在.</div><div>难过, 还在.</div><div><br /></div><div>我要好好过.</div><div>我告诉自己, 我要好好过.</div><div>先不去理那些感觉.</div><div>把自己照顾好, 给自己最好的生活.</div><div>久而久之, 那些感觉就会消失.</div><div>那时, 我就好了.</div><div><br /></div><div>我买相机,</div><div>我学摄影.</div><div><br /></div><div>我买书籍,</div><div>我求知识.</div><div><br /></div><div>我买机票,</div><div>我去旅行.</div><div><br /></div><div>我知道前面的路会很辛苦.</div><div>事情发生之后就开始过得很辛苦了.</div><div>我逼自己把情绪埋在心里,</div><div>我不要我身边的人跟着我不开心.</div><div>我努力,</div><div>努力像什么事情都没有.</div><div>我忍.</div><div>我忍受那些难过的感觉攻击我.</div><div>一天, 一天.</div><div><br /></div><div>我要认真过生活.</div><div>我要认真过生活.</div><div><br /></div><div>虽然我还是在想你.</div><div><br /></div><div>现在,</div><div>我会好好过的.</div><div><br /></div><div>我不知道自己能好起来吗?</div><div>至少, 我会努力.</div><div><br /></div><div>如果,</div><div>如果努力了还是做不到.</div><div>到那天,</div><div>我会在你和妳伤我最重的地方,</div><div>把所有的痛苦都还给你们.</div><div><br /></div><div>因果循环.</div><div>你, 妳.</div><div>会有报应的.</div><div>会有那么一天的.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>大肚能容, 容天下难容之事.<div>开口便笑, 笑天下可笑之人.</div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-489920484993116401?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-38478141723380262112011-04-20T22:10:00.003+08:002011-04-20T22:33:07.595+08:00At this moment<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >What did you think</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >I would do at this moment?</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >When you're standing before me</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >With tears in your eyes</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >Trying to tell me that you</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >Have found you another</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >And you just don't love me no more</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >Oh, no more</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >And what did you think</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >I would say at this moment?</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >When I'm faced with the knowledge</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >That you just don't love me</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >Did you think I would curse you</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >Or say things to hurt you?</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >'Cause you just don't love me no more</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >Did you think I could hate you, no</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >Or raise my hands to you?</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >Come on, you know me too well</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" >And how could I hurt you</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >When darling, I love you?</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >And you know that I could never hurt you</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >No, no, no</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >What did you think</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >I would give at this moment?</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >If you just stay</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >I'd subtract twenty years from my life</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >Fall down on my knees</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >I'd kiss the ground that you walk on</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >If I could just hold you again, whoa</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >I'd fall down on my knees</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >Kiss the ground that you walk on, baby</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >If I could just hold you</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >Oh, if I could just hold you</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >I would fall down</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >Down on my knees, oh God, please</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >Let me hold you again</span><br /><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 13px; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 13px; ">Michael Buble - At this moment</span></div><div><br /></div><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-aa312e2cd4d840fe" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v14.nonxt6.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Daa312e2cd4d840fe%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331527832%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D8560678EDB31A80CD190676EEC1FF332FF00CDC0.1E1AC79F4F84E4C0543719D0474E946B6FB4AF1%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Daa312e2cd4d840fe%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DezlDMNNAdQjeIP1Uvc90VZ08fd8&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v14.nonxt6.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Daa312e2cd4d840fe%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331527832%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D8560678EDB31A80CD190676EEC1FF332FF00CDC0.1E1AC79F4F84E4C0543719D0474E946B6FB4AF1%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Daa312e2cd4d840fe%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DezlDMNNAdQjeIP1Uvc90VZ08fd8&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object><div><br /></div><div>没在工作了.</div><div>明天就去医院.</div><div><br /></div><div>打了一针,</div><div>皮肤也没好起来.</div><div>医生说, 得抽血看到底问题在哪里.</div><div><br /></div><div>有人问我,</div><div>因为一个变心了的男人,</div><div>把身体搞到这样, 有后悔吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>哼.</div><div>我说, 这不是我能控制的.</div><div><br /></div><div>我控制不到的事情,</div><div>太多了.</div><div><br /></div><div>我该恨你?</div><div>还是原谅你?</div><div><br /></div><div>你太了解我.</div><div>我能怎样?</div><div><br /></div><div>逼着自己去接受事实.</div><div>想你的时候,</div><div>心痛的时候,</div><div>催眠自己说会好好过.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-3847814172338026211?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-24213525824781827382011-04-18T05:17:00.001+08:002011-04-18T05:17:27.440+08:00甘心加倍了安眠药的份量,<br />我还是睡不着.<br /><br />我跟你,<br />怎么会变成这样?<br /><br />我,<br />怎么会变成这样.<br /><br />我知道是我放不开.<br />即便跟自己说了几百次不要不甘心,<br />我还是做不到.<br />我还在努力.<br /><br />很多东西不是我刻意去想,<br />我能怎样克制我的思想?<br />我能怎样摆脱这个阴影?<br /><br />我还做不到那么大方.<br />付出了五年的时间,<br />献给你我所有能给的东西.<br />把你, 从一个男孩栽培成一个男人.<br /><br />你,<br />却在我不在你身边的时候,<br />让你的感情节外生枝.<br />是我 太相信你了.<br /><br />你,<br />面对着她的时候有想起我吗?<br />有想起我们一起走了多远吗?<br /><br />还是?<br />你的脑里,<br />都在想我的缺点 ,<br />我们之间那些不成问题的问题.<br />在想着我不会是那个对的人.<br /><br />我怎么能甘心?<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-2421352582478182738?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-68199683068834014392011-04-16T21:55:00.002+08:002011-04-16T21:59:00.192+08:00复诊<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >今天去复诊了.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >打了一针.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >拿了两种医生说比较强的药.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >还有一封去医院的信.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >满满是字的信里有这几个字.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Anxiety, insomia, depression.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >医生说,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >之前给我睡觉的药, </span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >可以吃两颗.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >在吃完之前要去医院.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >他说, This is a very serious matter. </span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >医生还说,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >可以的话, 也去一趟妇产科.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >他说,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >经期大量出血,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >荷尔蒙应该不对劲了.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >要照 X 光.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >我</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >到底怎么了.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >我不知道前面的路还有多长.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >我会好好走完.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >今天,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >我告诉自己.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >在离开这个世界之前,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >我会尽全力, 让身边的人都开心.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >我会尽全力, 对身边的人好.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >这样子, </span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >下地狱以不会太辛苦.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6819968306883401439?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-2658343506073811372011-04-14T22:55:00.002+08:002011-04-14T23:27:18.792+08:00晚安<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, 宋体, sans-serif; letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >嘿 我真的好想你<br />现在窗外面 又开始下着雨<br />眼睛干干的 有想哭的心情<br />不知道你现在到底在哪里</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, 宋体, sans-serif; letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br />嘿 我真的好想你</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, 宋体, sans-serif; letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >太多的情绪 没适当的表情<br />最想说的话 我(应)该从何说起<br />你是否也像我一样在想你</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, 宋体, sans-serif; letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br />如果没有你 没有过去<br />我不会有伤心</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, 宋体, sans-serif; letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >但是有如果 还是要爱你</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, 宋体, sans-serif; letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br />如果没有你 我在哪里<br />又有甚么可惜<br />反正一切来不及 反正没有了自己</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, 宋体, sans-serif; letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br />hey 我真的好想你<br />不知道你现在到底在哪里<br />你是否也像我一样在想你</span></span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-bfab315c30941cb4" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v24.nonxt4.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Dbfab315c30941cb4%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331527832%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D6D150C0F1006AA5667C9DD391083A76A6BACB1F.1606F8CF0BE82573DEE1DD8B31D7CB4070362278%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Dbfab315c30941cb4%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DVflqtLgguzmcAhkaKY54isAzLCI&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v24.nonxt4.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Dbfab315c30941cb4%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331527832%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D6D150C0F1006AA5667C9DD391083A76A6BACB1F.1606F8CF0BE82573DEE1DD8B31D7CB4070362278%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Dbfab315c30941cb4%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DVflqtLgguzmcAhkaKY54isAzLCI&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>明天<div>是复诊的日期.</div><div><br /></div><div>皮肤的情况没有改善.</div><div>得打针了.</div><div><br /></div><div>晚上十一点了.</div><div>今天, 加班到八点半.</div><div>没有很忙, </div><div>只是想在离开前把手上的东西都处理好.</div><div>只是想让自己累一些.</div><div><br /></div><div>今晚, </div><div>迟了些吃药.</div><div>祈求着可以有个安稳的睡眠.</div></div><div><br /></div><div>朋友说,</div><div>不要 再这样折磨自己.</div><div>我没有.</div><div><br /></div><div>我想好好的过.</div><div>我想好好的生活.</div><div>我真的很想.</div><div><br /></div><div>我不想半夜哭醒.</div><div>我不想工作的时候忽然觉得心痛.</div><div>我不想在人来人往的街上就这样流泪.</div><div>我并不想.</div><div><br /></div><div>我很努力.</div><div>很努力像正常人那样工作.</div><div>很努力像正常人那样吃饭.</div><div>很努力像正常人那样睡觉.</div><div><br /></div><div>我知道我要面对.</div><div>我不够坚强.</div><div>我不够勇敢.</div><div><br /></div><div>我面对不到.</div><div>我只能逃走.</div><div><br /></div><div>曾经有人告诉我.</div><div>他说,</div><div>就在濒临死亡的那一刻,</div><div>很舒服.</div><div>所有事情都离你远远的.</div><div>周围白白的.</div><div>没有烦恼. 没有感觉.</div><div><br /></div><div>我不会做傻事.</div><div><br /></div><div>我只希望上天可以快点把我带走.</div><div><br /></div><div>我不知道我的心, </div><div>可以承受多少的痛.</div><div><br /></div><div>如果有一天我离开了,</div><div>我不是抱着威胁的心态.</div><div>我不是抱着要让谁内疚的心态.</div><div>只是, 我的心没有办法承受了.</div><div><br /></div><div>爱我的人, 只可以伤心一下下.</div><div><br /></div><div>晚安.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-265834350607381137?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-24658858660858406182011-04-14T08:11:00.001+08:002011-04-14T08:11:11.539+08:00药我还以为医生给的是安眠药.<br />原来不是.<br /><br />吃了, 半夜还是会因为梦境真实而哭醒.<br /><br />药只能给我一个安稳的睡眠.<br />就只是一个而已.<br /><br />医生说,<br />情况没改善就得看精神科了.<br /><br />皮肤的情况还是一样,<br />这个需要时间吧?<br /><br />医生说,<br />情况没改善就要打针了.<br /><br />如果心痛可以用药物来制止,<br />多好? <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-2465885866085840618?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-6350047648439901102011-04-11T21:49:00.001+08:002011-04-11T21:49:19.461+08:00看病去看医生了.<br />因为手跟脚的皮肤都烂完了.<br /><br />医生说,<br />怎么这么迟才来.<br /><br />以前,<br />习惯把医生开给我的药都告诉你.<br />现在,<br />我已经没有权力享受你的关心了.<br /><br />这次,<br />我不会告诉你医生给了我什么药.<br /><br />我<br />不要让你知道我有多糟糕.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-635004764843990110?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-24461957380956531782011-04-11T17:48:00.001+08:002011-04-11T17:48:58.069+08:00理发把头发剪了.<br />理发师问,<br />才长长了一些就剪掉, 不会不舍得吗?<br />我答, 不会.<br /><br />如果<br />我能处理这段感情就像剪头发那样,<br />该多好.<br /><br />毫无留恋<br />毫无眷恋<br /><br />就这样,<br />在理发店哭了. <br /><br />I miss u so much. <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-2446195738095653178?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-58129638923721873032011-04-10T21:20:00.002+08:002011-04-10T21:24:37.656+08:00撑表面坚强.<div>我好像撑不下去了.</div><div><br /></div><div>朋友说,</div><div>我能的. 我已经做到了.</div><div>只是我不习惯而已.</div><div><br /></div><div>我很辛苦.</div><div>真的很辛苦.</div><div><br /></div><div>心痛, 好像不能停止.</div><div><br /></div><div>要怎样才能结束?</div><div>怎样?</div><div><br /></div><div>已经没有继续呼吸下去的理由了.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-5812963892372187303?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-91529905918883658352011-04-10T19:51:00.001+08:002011-04-10T19:51:18.502+08:00生日快乐很想亲口跟你说,<br />我没有勇气.<br /><br />每一年,<br />都会在 00:00 唱生日歌给你.<br /><br />昨晚,<br />我忍得很辛苦.<br /><br />儒彦, <br />祝你,<br />生日快乐.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-9152990591888365835?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-70989562755936748282011-04-08T21:50:00.002+08:002011-04-08T22:11:29.037+08:00自私<div><div>今天, 是你最后一天上课了吧?</div><div>本来以为可以跟你一起走过的.</div></div><div><br /></div><div>怎么办?</div><div>我真的很想你.</div><div><br /></div><div>说过不会再看Facebook,</div><div>因为太想你, 所以忍不住开了.</div><div>看见你的笑容,</div><div>看见你过的这么好.</div><div>我很安慰.</div><div>也不平衡.</div><div><br /></div><div>我的生活被你搞得一塌糊涂.</div><div>你的生活却变得多姿多彩.</div><div><br /></div><div>你说, 我们最好不要这么快见面.</div><div>因为很难得, 我过得比较好了.</div><div>真的有比较好吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>我真的很糟糕.</div><div>每个人都说这些都是我自己拿来的.</div><div>没有人知道我的感受.</div><div><br /></div><div>我能控制我的头脑吗?</div><div>我能控制不去想你吗?</div><div>我能控制不去想像你跟她在一起了吗?</div><div>我能控制吗?</div><div>我不能.</div><div>我的头脑一直在想.</div><div>一直一直在想你.</div><div>想得快崩溃了.</div><div><br /></div><div>五年.</div><div>这几年你在我心中是第一名.</div><div>我, 一直为你而活.</div><div>现在呢?</div><div>好像没有继续呼吸下去的动力了.</div><div><br /></div><div>这些话, 我可以跟谁说?</div><div>这些话, 有谁能理解?</div><div><br /></div><div>为什么?</div><div>为什么之前我三番四次的想放手,</div><div>你的手却一直不放?</div><div>到我决定牵着你的手一直走下去的时候,</div><div>你一甩, 就这样逼我放手.</div><div><br /></div><div>你很自私.</div><div>你配不起爱情.</div><div><br /></div><div>我可以找回以前的我吗?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-7098956275593674828?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-86778621940395696822011-04-08T17:37:00.001+08:002011-04-08T17:37:13.584+08:00出局世事难料 <br />下午还一起吃饭的同事, 就这样被警察带走了.<br />至少, 他看到警察时是知道发生什么事情的.<br />犯罪就该得到惩罚.<br /><br />我呢?<br />没做错. 就一句感觉我不是那个对的人,<br />就把我踢出局.<br /><br />今天, 我好想念你.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-8677862194039569682?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-85767055097012104782011-04-08T08:44:00.001+08:002011-04-08T08:44:41.814+08:00离开离开的日期和行程都已确定.<br />买了单程机票.<br /><br />还会回来吗? <br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-8576705509701210478?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-49312947823701517192011-04-06T07:46:00.003+08:002011-04-06T08:06:20.475+08:00情人的眼泪又一个哭醒了再睡.<div>两个星期了, 没有一个晚上睡得好.</div><div><br /></div><div>昨晚, 整个晚上梦里都是你.</div><div>同样的情景, 一次又一次, </div><div>一直再重复.</div><div>醒了, 梦境竟然历历在目.</div><div>我打给你, </div><div>你说, 你在看戏.</div><div>我问, 跟她吗?</div><div>你答, 嗯.</div><div><br /></div><div>所有人都跟我说,</div><div>不要再想你了.</div><div>不要再为你流泪了.</div><div>不要再心痛了.</div><div>这些话, 我每一天都在跟自己说.</div><div>当我在跟自己说的时候,</div><div>我已经在想你了.</div><div>我已经在流泪了.</div><div>我的心还是那么痛.</div><div><br /></div><div>我的心没有那么坚强.</div><div>即使所有人, 还有我自己一直告诉自己那些话,</div><div>我的头脑不受控制.</div><div>我控制不到头脑在想什么.</div><div>我制止不到我的心在痛.</div><div><br /></div><div>我知道我需要时间.</div><div>到底需要多少时间?</div><div><br /></div><div>我怕我挨不过.</div><div>我能怎样做?</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px;">-----</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px; ">为什么要对你掉眼泪<br />你难道不明白为了爱<br />只有那有情人眼泪最珍贵<br />一颗颗眼泪都是爱 都是爱<br />-----<br />为什么要对你掉眼泪<br />你难道不明白为了爱<br />要不是有情人跟我要分开<br />我眼泪不会掉下来 掉下来<br />---<br />好春常在<br />春花正开<br />你怎舍得说再会<br />我在深闺望穿秋水<br />你不要忘了我情深深如海</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px; ">-----<br />为什么要对你掉眼泪<br />你难道不明白为了爱<br />要不是有情人跟我要分开<br />我眼泪不会掉下来 掉下来</span></span></div><div><br /></div><div>----</div><div><br /></div><div>我可以不要为任何人哭了吗?</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-4931294782370151719?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-33594116560897162142011-04-03T10:39:00.004+08:002011-04-03T11:10:36.242+08:00因为爱情朋友告诉朋友,<br />只有我一个人在难过.<br /><br />早上无意间听到了这首歌.<br />这是我们两个一起在车上唱过的最后一首歌.<br />眼泪又流了.<br />我真没用.<div><br /></div><div>因为爱情-陈奕迅 & 王菲<br /><br /><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-8ccaf8c7888fed4b" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v23.nonxt8.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D8ccaf8c7888fed4b%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331527832%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D5F67E40B704E691D44A84E49EB365A1EDD809571.3242913FB1231CFA425D1163AF48A868AFD73430%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D8ccaf8c7888fed4b%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3D5BVs5_AqgUU9t31yzJzpr2TrE4w&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v23.nonxt8.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D8ccaf8c7888fed4b%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331527832%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D5F67E40B704E691D44A84E49EB365A1EDD809571.3242913FB1231CFA425D1163AF48A868AFD73430%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D8ccaf8c7888fed4b%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3D5BVs5_AqgUU9t31yzJzpr2TrE4w&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object><div><br /></div><div>我们一起唱过的歌到底有多少?<br />我们一起走过的路到底有多长?<br /><br />提醒自己不要再难过了.<br />告诉自己要站起来, 往前走.<br />我要勇敢的站起来.<br /><br />我, 几时才能痊愈.</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-3359411656089716214?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-84777683930838822042011-04-03T01:09:00.003+08:002011-04-03T01:14:19.584+08:00问题忍不住按下了你的号码.<div>换来的, </div><div>只有一堆的眼泪.</div><div><br /></div><div>曾经那么亲密的我们,</div><div>原来可以那么陌生.</div><div><br /></div><div>我好难过.</div><div><br /></div><div>看回以前写的东西.</div><div>"问你, 我们到底适合不适合.</div><div>你说, 适合不适合都在一起四年了.</div><div>这, 已经不是问题了."</div><div><br /></div><div>现在, 问题在哪里?</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-8477768393083882204?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-56585665216290274262011-04-02T08:28:00.003+08:002011-04-02T08:41:08.160+08:00你好吗?一个星期了.<div>你好吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>以前还在一起的时候,</div><div>心虽然一直挂念着你, 但,</div><div>也不会像现在这样, 无时无刻想着你.</div><div>真的是失去了, 才会要捉着?</div><div><br /></div><div>一个星期了.</div><div>有几个晚上是睡得好的?</div><div>你就好像闹钟那样,</div><div>时间一到就把我弄醒.</div><div>然后? 眼睛开开到天亮.</div><div><br /></div><div>每一天, 当我想起你.</div><div>我都告诉自己, </div><div>不要觉得不甘愿.</div><div>不要有这样的想法.</div><div>你有你的天空, 你有满腹的理想和抱负,</div><div>你已经不是以前那个你了.</div><div>你的心, 爱情是不重要的.</div><div>我该放手, 让你去做你想要做的事情.</div><div>只有这样, 你才会感激我.</div><div><br /></div><div>我也应该这样, 对吧?</div><div>做自己想做的事情.</div><div><br /></div><div>所以我离开.</div><div>到一个完全陌生的地方, 好好学习.</div><div>学习在一个没有朋友, 没有家人的地方一个人生活.</div><div><br /></div><div>我要变得坚强.</div><div>只有坚强,</div><div>以后才没有人能像你这样伤害我.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-5658566521629027426?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-25137015724870505552011-03-30T08:03:00.001+08:002011-03-30T08:37:37.420+08:00放开我以为已经成功不再找你,<div>怎知, 入眠了的我还是会为你哭醒.</div><div><br /></div><div>为什么你在我心中就这么挥之不去.</div><div>连睡着了, </div><div>也能梦见那晚的情景.</div><div>还是那么的痛.</div><div><br /></div><div>朋友叫我恨你,</div><div>他们说, 恨你, 我会比较好过.</div><div>从以前到现在, 我都是那么疼爱你.</div><div>我怎么舍得恨你.</div><div>我怎么舍得.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-2513701572487050555?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-39882522245480550212011-03-27T08:33:00.003+08:002011-03-27T08:52:56.264+08:00你毁了我天为什么要对我那么残忍.<div>为什么要让我看见.</div><div>为什么要让我那么难受.</div><div><br /></div><div>为什么你要这样害我?</div><div>是你毁了我.</div><div>我已经没有办法像以前那样.</div><div><br /></div><div>什么叫最好的朋友?</div><div>你说我们会像以前那样.</div><div>只是身份不一样.</div><div>什么不一样?</div><div>就只是不能牵手, 不能抱抱, 不能搭肩膀, 不能亲亲, 不能一起睡觉吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>我本来已经放手了的.</div><div>我放了的.</div><div>为什么?</div><div>为什么你要Msg 我?</div><div>为什么你要打电话给我.</div><div>在电话的另一边, 你的眼泪又把我的心拉回来.</div><div><br /></div><div>为什么你要给我希望.</div><div>我到底在做什么.</div><div>我很想很想把所有你的东西Delete掉.</div><div>我Delete不到.</div><div>五年了, 你知道我们的东西有多少吗?</div><div>你知道我们的回忆有多少吗?</div><div>你知道我很害怕我以后就再也看不到了吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>你能了解那个阴影有多么可怕吗?</div><div>晚上在车里, 我会哭.</div><div>下雨, 我会哭.</div><div>天黑, 我会哭.</div><div>甚至, 我看见长头发瘦瘦的女生, 我的眼泪就流下来了.</div><div>我的头脑一直在想.</div><div>在想在那小小的车里,</div><div>她从前座爬在后座的画面.</div><div>你说你们没有东西.</div><div>没有东西是不会这样的.</div><div>不会的.</div><div>你懂我到底有多怕吗?</div><div>我知道已经过去了.</div><div>已经发生了.</div><div>那个画面, 一直一直在我的脑里.</div><div>到底要我怎样做, 才能摆脱?</div><div><br /></div><div>能想象到我有多狼狈吗?</div><div>走在路上, 坐在车上.</div><div>人来人往, 我边走, 眼泪边流.</div><div>我不要弄到自己那么惨.</div><div>为什么我要这样.</div><div>为什么我控制不到我的情绪.</div><div><br /></div><div>我不会再开我的Facebook.</div><div>我能怎样做我才能忘记.</div><div>我要忘记你.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-3988252224548055021?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-45589879877977990562011-02-28T11:03:00.002+08:002011-02-28T11:09:55.377+08:00怕心里感到害怕了.<div>超过一个月了, Sent 出去的 Resume 没有回复.</div><div>完全没有回复.</div><div>没人打电话给我, 没人Send Mail 给我.</div><div>没人理我.</div><div><br /></div><div>天天呆在家.</div><div>七点钟准时起床.</div><div>吃早餐, 买报纸, 看报纸, Send Mail, 然后...</div><div>就没事做了.</div><div>我的人生,</div><div>白过啊!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>昨天, 星期日.</div><div>我没出门.</div><div>躺在床上, 回想失业后的日子.</div><div>心里一阵惭愧.</div><div>我真的很惭愧.</div><div>我, 荒度岁月.</div><div><br /></div><div>在世上, 有多少人天天祈求着他们能够拥有更多的时间.</div><div>而我, 天天在等时间过.</div><div>芸说, 当这个是个让我重新充电的机会.</div><div>我的电池, 已经满满的充好一打了.</div><div><br /></div><div>到底 问题在哪里?</div><div>怎么我的电话都不会响啊? </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-4558987987797799056?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-10739516275183198042011-02-20T22:05:00.002+08:002011-02-20T22:29:06.613+08:00二月好想写些什么.<div>但, 心里就是什么都没有.</div><div><br /></div><div>这个二月过得没怎么样.</div><div>回家过年.</div><div>体重没增加, 反而瘦了.</div><div>从年二十九咳 到初十二.</div><div>什么垃圾食物都没吃到,</div><div>还咳走了一些公斤.</div><div><br /></div><div>失业快一个月了,</div><div>还在家摇脚.</div><div>好像很糟糕酱.</div><div>没办法.</div><div>缘分还没到啊...</div><div>Send 了十几分 Resume,</div><div>还是没有回应.</div><div>我能怎样?</div><div>我什么也做不到啊,</div><div>就只有每天买报纸.</div><div>每天看, 每天等.</div><div><br /></div><div>祝我好运吧! </div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-1073951627518319804?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-69775127748515533852011-01-31T09:00:00.003+08:002011-01-31T09:19:14.794+08:00I feel the earth move under my feet!I feel the earth move under my feet...<div><div><br /></div><div>I can feel the sky move above my head too! </div><div>晕呐...</div><div><br /></div><div>XD</div><div><br /></div><div>哎哟! 真的病了咯! </div><div>幸好只是小病.</div><div>小小的烧.</div><div>小小的咳.</div><div>小小的不舒服.</div><div><br /></div><div>真开心!</div><div>终于! 一觉睡到天亮.</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >*因为病了...*</span></div><div>Err... 其实也没有到天亮啦.</div><div>现在早上九点了.</div><div>天, 还没有亮咧!</div><div>那个平时大到不行的太阳被厚厚的乌云遮住了.</div><div><br /></div><div>雨, 一直下.</div><div><br /></div><div>今天, 不想出门.</div><div>应该呆在家好好收拾行装.</div><div>应该呆在家好好整理房间.</div><div>应该呆在家好好欣赏音乐.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>PS:</div><div>朋友们, </div><div>今年我没有烘新年饼哦.</div><div>所以,</div><div>不要来我家. 哈哈....</div><div>因为没有食物可以招待你们.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6977512774851553385?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-91942293497293216162011-01-30T21:45:00.000+08:002011-01-30T21:46:22.812+08:00病病酱<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >哎哟.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >身体热热的.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >肺部冷冷酱.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >发烧了啦.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >但是, 可以不要咳嗽吗?</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >就剩下那几天就新年了,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Please 啦...</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >不要生病.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >吃了Panadol,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >但愿今晚可以一觉到天亮.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >哎... 已经一个星期没谁好了.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >酱子很快老勒.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >新年愿望: </span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >每晚都可以一觉到天亮.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >每天都可以过得超幸福.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >何儒彦可以气我少一点.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >他, 最厉害欺负我了.</span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-9194229349729321616?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-67165571629329239632011-01-27T08:41:00.002+08:002011-01-27T08:45:45.923+08:00废第四天了啊!<div>我还是个废人.<br /><div>我, 还没有开始找工.</div><div>好想真的不怕饿死酱.</div><div><br /></div><div>今天,</div><div>我要努力找工.</div><div><br /></div><div>希望一切顺顺利利.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>PS: </div><div>昨天今天陆陆续续看见好多朋友在Facebook 写 R.I.P.. </div><div>我不知道是谁离开了我们.</div><div>人生有太多的意想不到. </div><div>不知明天, 我又会在哪里? </div><div>今天的我, 要好好享受生活.</div><div>珍惜眼前所拥有的.</div><div><br /></div><div>我爱你.</div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6716557162932923963?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-43217472956518519932011-01-26T09:37:00.002+08:002011-01-26T12:20:46.450+08:00ConfuseI'm so confuse. Something confusing me.<div><br /></div><div>今早醒来, 在Facebook 里就写了这句话.</div><div>昨晚没睡好.</div><div> 醒着, 睡着. 睡着, 醒着.</div><div>有些事情困扰着我. 整个晚上.</div><div><br /></div><div>我是大人了. 我24岁了.</div><div>我知道我是大人了.</div><div>很多事情, 我可以做决定.</div><div>可以决定这样做, 或选择决定那样做.</div><div>我怎样做, 我负责.</div><div><br /></div><div>虽然是这样. </div><div>事实是怎样?</div><div>有些事情对错, 自己知道, 是吧?</div><div>我知道这样是不对. 我知道的.</div><div>但是, 我控制不到.</div><div>控制不到. </div><div>啊.</div><div><br /></div><div>我, 往着那个不对的方向走.</div><div>我不知道明天会发生什么事.</div><div>生命有太多出乎意料的事情.</div><div>做人, 要把握当下. 享受现在.</div><div><br /></div><div>还需要时间说服自己.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-4321747295651851993?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-51279550795475286172011-01-25T09:03:00.002+08:002011-01-25T09:40:14.601+08:00Goyang kaki.第二天.<div>在家摇脚. 在新加坡的家摇脚.</div><div>那个脚, </div><div>摇啊摇... 摇啊摇...</div><div>摇啊摇... 再摇啊摇...</div><div><br /></div><div>我</div><div>现在是无业游民了.</div><div>故事有一点点长. 所以不说了.</div><div>见到我, 也别问了.</div><div>虽然我变坚强了, </div><div>但, 提到委屈, 眼泪还是会掉下来. </div><div>我是水做的.</div><div>妈怀着我的时候应该很爱喝水.</div><div><br /></div><div>现在的我, </div><div>空闲</div><div>就找一下工作.</div><div>出门逛一下街.</div><div>开PPS, 边看戏, 边享受啤酒.</div><div><br /></div><div>买了一堆啤酒回家. </div><div>喜欢几时喝就几时喝.</div><div>新加坡酒便宜啦! </div><div>哎... 好啦. 我是酒鬼.</div><div>我只是小酒鬼. </div><div>庆幸肚子没变大.</div><div>我有在努力减肥, OK?</div><div><br /></div><div>应该好好享受现在的生活, </div><div>对吧?</div><div><br /></div><div>那天, 上个星期五.</div><div>不想让别人找到我.</div><div>我, 关掉我的Facebook.</div><div>有时候, 我是鸵鸟.</div><div>我是小鸵鸟.</div><div>今天, 星期二.</div><div>我开回了. 嘻嘻....</div><div>Facebook 是很显.</div><div>但, 没有Facebook, 更显.</div><div>At least, 现在我空闲没事做时,</div><div>可以看看别人的profile, </div><div>看看别人的照片,</div><div>然后, </div><div>羡慕别人.</div><div>羡慕别人去了那么多国家, </div><div>羡慕别人瘦瘦的身材,</div><div>羡慕别人可以穿上漂亮的衣裳.</div><div>羡慕别人跟他们的另一半幸福的样子.</div><div><br /></div><div>哎...</div><div>人比人, 比死人.</div><div>所以?</div><div>羡慕就好了. 别比较.</div><div>我, 虽然没有别人那么好.</div><div>但, </div><div>我是幸运的.</div><div>我是幸福的.</div><div>我是快乐的.</div><div>我, 知足.</div><div><br /></div><div>好啦.</div><div>我的头脑想不到东西可以写的了.</div><div><br /></div><div>再见! </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-5127955079547528617?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-62180699265320326182010-12-15T20:49:00.000+08:002010-12-15T20:51:16.027+08:00累<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Tahoma; font-size: 13px; ">做人, 真的很累.<br />工作很累. 减肥很累.<br /> <br />最近, 我很累.<br />老板重新分配工作, 工作量更多了.<br />买货我在做, 加工我在做, 卖货我也在做.<br />这个烦完我后, 那个又来烦我.<br />什么事情都关我的事.<br />一个人, 能同时做得了多少样东西.<br />真的不知道哪天, 会忍不住.<br />现在, 我忍.<br /> <br />莫人给了我个期限.<br />说, 是为我好, 为他好.<br />明年四月, 体重55KG.<br />曾经的我, 55KG 过, 54KG 过.<br />所以, 我是可以做到的.<br /> <br />小S说,<br />女人不对自己狠心, 男人就会对女人狠心.<br />当你对美好身材的渴望远远大于对食物的渴望, 你就可以减肥成功.<br /> <br />所以, 从昨天开始,<br />我已经很讨厌食物了.<br />放进嘴里咬了两口的饼干都有本事吐出来再丢掉.<br />我是这样催眠自己的.<br />我, 很讨厌食物.<br /> <br />回想以前瘦瘦的时候, 也还不是一天只吃一餐.<br />怎么以前能做到, 现在没办法做到?<br />所以, 我能做到.<br />有本事把自己吃胖, 我就有本事把自己瘦下来.<br />不准再跟自己说加油. 我不要加油了.<br />一个月两公斤, 轻而易举.<br /> <br />女人, 要么瘦, 要么死. (这也是小S说的.)<br /> <br />我不会去死的. <br />因为, 我会瘦!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6218069926532032618?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-1186536359281796882010-12-03T13:01:00.000+08:002010-12-03T13:02:07.720+08:00Leave<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-118653635928179688?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-58678041368515451992010-12-01T09:50:00.002+08:002010-12-01T09:53:46.121+08:00病病了.<div>在新加坡整半年, 这次是最严重的.</div><div>躺了一天, 饿了一天.</div><div>应该不见了2公斤吧?</div><div><br /></div><div>宝贝, 好想好想你在我的身边. </div><div>虽然你帮不上什么忙. </div><div>在我身边, 我已满足. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-5867804136851545199?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-53424771463385004712010-11-24T19:37:00.003+08:002010-11-24T19:39:34.322+08:00I will be back SOON!Hahahahahaha!<div><br /></div><div>I will be back soon!</div><div>To KL, not to Penang la...KL also consider as my home ma...</div><div>Cant wait to go back.</div><div>Wednesday fast fast over, Thursday fast fast come, then fast fast over.</div><div>Friday then!!!</div><div>Hooray.....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-5342477146338500471?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-12093391840486047522010-11-19T22:18:00.002+08:002010-11-19T22:36:43.675+08:00Long time no see! :)哗! 已经两个月没有 update 了.<div>真糟糕....</div><div><br /></div><div>嗯... 为什么一直要 update 呢?</div><div>忽然觉得, 这好像变成一个负担了.</div><div>既然 create 了, 就应该尽责 update 到底吧?!</div><div>如果没时间的话, 是不是又应该删除掉呢?</div><div><br /></div><div>哎... 做人真难.</div><div><br /></div><div>没 update 的这两个月,</div><div>生活依然像以前那样.</div><div><br /></div><div>工作还是那么讨厌... </div><div>有时候明明已经尽心尽力了, 还是有错误.</div><div>有时会想, 到底应该怎么做才是最好.</div><div>心里曾经有更自己说过, 真心的对自己说过,</div><div>让自己爱上这份工作! 爱上我的同事! 爱上我的老板们吧!</div><div>每每心里一有这样的念头, 倒霉的事情就会发生.</div><div>每次当我的心中燃起那把火时, 不懂从哪里来的冷水就会 "兜口兜面" 的淋下来.</div><div>冷水, 一次比一次大桶.</div><div>我听说过, 公司就像一个 Happy Family 一样, 不会有人从后面捅你一刀.</div><div>我, 呸! 假仁假义.</div><div>我就让你们查我的 browsing history, 查我的 skype 吧!</div><div>我不怕. </div><div>我自认没做过什么对不起公司的事情. 我, 问心无愧.</div><div>啊... 我到底几时才能逃离这个恐怖的地方啊?</div><div><br /></div><div>现在的我, 不开心吧?</div><div>工作真的让我很不开心吧?</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-1209339184048604752?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-23889825761929998362010-09-15T19:21:00.002+08:002010-09-15T19:30:51.125+08:00改变所有事情都改变了吧?<div><br /></div><div>LDP, Sprint Highway, Pencala Link, KL-Seremban Highway</div><div>变成了</div><div>East west line, North South Line, 154, 196, 97...</div><div><br /></div><div>Humulin, Byetta, Zyprexa, Alimta</div><div>变成了</div><div>Copper Shinning Berry, Stainless stell 301, Brass wire, Tungsten...</div><div><br /></div><div>SS 2, Sunway, Taman Desa, Chow Kit</div><div>变成了</div><div>Boon lay, Commenwealth, Bugis, Clementi....</div><div><br /></div><div>Midvalley, 1 Utama, The Curve, Piramid</div><div>变成了</div><div>Jurong Point, Marina Square, IMM, Ang Mo Kio Hub...</div><div><br /></div><div>应该停止想念过去, 接受现实了吧?</div><div><br /></div><div>至少, 我曾经拥有那段颓废快乐的时光. </div><div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-2388982576192999836?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-66822661634311628352010-09-12T20:48:00.002+08:002010-09-12T21:03:27.804+08:00生活怎办?<br />好想念在 KL 的生活.<br /><br />好想念一边开车, 一边大声唱歌的时光.<br />好想念在家一个人一个星期没踏处家门的日子.<br />好想念无聊时就跑到阿姨家看报纸吃午餐的生活.<br /><br />好想念以前的我.<br /><br />在新加坡没有不好.<br />只是,<br /><br />吵闹了点.<br />拥挤了点.<br />闷热了点.<br />委屈了点.<br />无聊了点.<br /><br />虽然很想念以前的日子.<br />但, 人...<br />怎样都得向前看.<br />既然都走到这一步了.<br />就, 继续下去吧!<br /><br />除非, 你不是人.<br />那, 你就回到从前吧!<br /><br />现在的生活,<br />虽然没有从前快乐.<br />虽然没有像想像中那样.<br />还是总得继续生活下去吧?<br /><br />我相信.<br />以后以后,<br />当我迈入另一个阶段,<br />一切会变得更好.<br /><br />加油吧!<br />努力吧!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6682266163431162835?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-69811268191782112032010-08-23T11:35:00.003+08:002010-08-23T11:47:40.618+08:00Me!<div style="text-align: center;">我! </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_xg27Sro2HBY/THHtVp0Eu0I/AAAAAAAAAgM/fgoLyMj3bRY/s1600/Me!.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 238px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_xg27Sro2HBY/THHtVp0Eu0I/AAAAAAAAAgM/fgoLyMj3bRY/s320/Me!.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508444775508130626" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">还是本来的我.</div><div style="text-align: center;">头发染色了. 剪短了两寸.</div><div style="text-align: center;">用了一些钱, 买了架 iPhone. </div><div style="text-align: center;">是最新的哦!</div><div style="text-align: center;">相机很好, 所以, </div><div style="text-align: center;">这里拍拍, 那里拍拍.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6981126819178211203?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-49823860264164395102010-07-24T11:32:00.005+08:002010-07-24T11:54:44.814+08:00我<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">July 2008</div><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_xg27Sro2HBY/TEpe60W6FbI/AAAAAAAAAfM/EnCHK6bjgFg/s320/5+July+08.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5497310659739260338" /><div style="text-align: center;">The Ship, Penang</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">October 2008</div><div><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_xg27Sro2HBY/TEpe7YwJKgI/AAAAAAAAAfc/HF_hGeN8oyc/s320/Oct+08.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5497310669508782594" /><div style="text-align: center;">Disneyland, Hong Kong</div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">December 2008</div><div><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_xg27Sro2HBY/TEpe7ElS07I/AAAAAAAAAfU/ISydPq5i3ik/s320/Dec+08.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5497310664094569394" /><div style="text-align: center;">Seaside, Penang</div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">February 2009</div><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_xg27Sro2HBY/TEpe76ltvsI/AAAAAAAAAfk/hyQ8h-V9JT8/s320/feb09.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5497310678591848130" /><div style="text-align: center;">Marche The Curve, Kuala Lumpur</div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">August 2009</div><div><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_xg27Sro2HBY/TEpip-tD9sI/AAAAAAAAAgE/knt613-J4Ow/s320/August+09.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5497314768505272002" /><div style="text-align: center;">Savvy, Penang</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div></div><div style="text-align: center;">September 2009</div><div><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_xg27Sro2HBY/TEpe8CYp0JI/AAAAAAAAAfs/2tUAPnSI2Pc/s320/sept+09.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5497310680684548242" /><div style="text-align: center;">Malacca</div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">March 2010</div><div><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_xg27Sro2HBY/TEpfogqdNrI/AAAAAAAAAf0/PhifHVPNQsw/s320/March10.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5497311444726527666" /><div style="text-align: center;">Universal Studio, Singapore</div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_xg27Sro2HBY/TEpfo88izdI/AAAAAAAAAf8/sC3lBIG2EVQ/s1600/June10.jpg"></a></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">June 2010</div><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_xg27Sro2HBY/TEpfo88izdI/AAAAAAAAAf8/sC3lBIG2EVQ/s1600/June10.jpg"><img style="text-align: left;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_xg27Sro2HBY/TEpfo88izdI/AAAAAAAAAf8/sC3lBIG2EVQ/s320/June10.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5497311452318584274" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">Macau</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">What's next?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Going to a hair cut, colour and perm on next Saturday.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-4982386026416439510?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-57412737762564957662010-07-24T08:19:00.002+08:002010-07-24T08:29:05.317+08:00I'm A Beautiful Butterfly<div>我, 来了新加坡没变瘦.</div><div>反而变本加厉, 胖了.</div><div>有朋友用 "肿" 这个字来形容我.</div><div>真的好难过.</div><div>看见镜子里的自己.</div><div>就像新加坡人常说的,</div><div>Walao eh....真的很 kanasai!</div><div><br /></div><div>所以, 又再很认真的说要减肥了.</div><div>这次不懂已经是第几次了吧!</div><div>我, 能瘦下来吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>怀念以前短暂瘦子的生活.</div><div>真白痴, 那时侯的我, 没好好珍惜身材.</div><div><br /></div><div>从歌词力看见这段: <div>每只蝴蝶为了飞 为了翩翩起舞</div><div>先做一个蚕 </div><div><br /></div><div>忽然想 A Bug's Life 里的蝴蝶.</div><div>感觉就像现在的我. </div></div><div>I'm a beautiful butterfly!</div><div>瘦下来后, 我要成为一只漂亮的蝴蝶.</div><div>我要飞! 我要翩翩起舞!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-5741273776256495766?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-69166771596258353502010-07-17T21:51:00.002+08:002010-07-17T21:55:37.368+08:00S. H. A. M. E<div><br /></div><div>Suddenly, i feel so SHAME of my body!</div><div>I know i am fat. Since....four years ago.</div><div>I think i gotta do something! </div><div>Ok! i said this since...four years ago!</div><div><br /></div><div>Can i do that? just stick on my plan.</div><div>More swimming and try to jogging.</div><div>Try to wake up earlier in the morning and jogging.</div><div><br /></div><div>I think i need Herbalife too!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6916677159625835350?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-52875083763451216592010-07-14T20:21:00.001+08:002010-07-14T20:22:33.707+08:00牙. 不痛我的牙没痛.<div>但是, 它弄到周围的肉发炎.</div><div>真的很个够力痛咯!</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-5287508376345121659?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-23012580777894134532010-07-13T19:29:00.001+08:002010-07-13T19:31:38.601+08:00乱<div><br /></div><div>为什么? </div><div>每当我做决定后,</div><div>你, 又会出现? </div><div><br /></div><div>我, 好乱. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-2301258077789413453?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-68687101618891316342010-07-12T21:03:00.002+08:002010-07-12T21:16:06.196+08:00难 . 过听着五月天.<br />没什么, 今天心情烂透了.<br /><br />心里有种莫名的感觉.<br />不陌生.<br />好久没这样子了.<br />连旁人都感受到,<br /><br />万芷今天不对劲.<br /><br />这么久了,<br />本来都知道, 他对我那么的重要.<br />到了今天, 才惊觉.<br />他比我想像中的还要重要.<br /><br />这种感觉很可怕.<br />某个人在自己的心中竟然占了这么大的位子.<br />我不喜欢.<br /><br />眼泪就这样流下来.<br />流了整晚, 还剩这么多.<br />不知道自己做了这样的决定到底对不对.<br />可是心里真的很难受.<br /><br />这次, 我做到吗?<br />把你, 从我的心里踢出去.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6868710161889131634?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-70154475552891050182010-07-11T18:55:00.002+08:002010-07-11T19:02:03.648+08:00难过<div><br /></div><div>这种感觉, 不好.</div><div>这种感觉, 难受.</div><div><br /></div><div>一天比一天难过.</div><div>我知道自己不应该这样.</div><div>所以, 我不要再找你了.</div><div><br /></div><div>从别人的照片看见你,</div><div>感觉, 你好像不属于我的你了.</div><div>心里酸酸的.</div><div>这种感觉很糟糕.</div><div><br /></div><div>我, 可以让你找不到我吗?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>PS: 白裤配黑西装, 糟透了! </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-7015447555289105018?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-83912805602228523992010-07-10T09:43:00.003+08:002010-07-10T10:05:59.488+08:00梦想, 没有成真<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>七月咯!</div><div>不懂怎么了, 相信大家也有同感.</div><div>年纪越大, 时间过得越快....</div><div>离开Lilly, 离开 KL 已经三个月了.</div><div>在新加坡的生活....</div><div>嗯, 没说很好, 但也没有很不好.</div><div><br /></div><div>工作方面, 最近总是有些阻碍.</div><div>原本已没出错那么多... 事情好像越来越顺利....</div><div>假象来的啦! </div><div>这两三个星期, 工作真的很不顺利!</div><div>突发状况变得很多....</div><div>昨天, 还被讲到在大庭广众下, 眼泪就流了下来.</div><div>其实 Jerry 没有在骂我, 他只是说话大声了点, 态度可恶了点.</div><div>没关系, 几十滴的眼泪就换来一餐丰富的晚餐. 哈! </div><div><br /></div><div>之前提到那件 "开心的事", 现在已变成, "不想再提的事".</div><div>所以就可以大大声讲出来了咯.</div><div>然后, 以后再也不想再提了.</div><div>话说, 当我刚开始在这间公司工作, 我很不开心...</div><div>所以, 我又物色新工作了咯!</div><div>那时把我的履历表也寄了给新加坡华乐团.</div><div>对啦! 是哪个很厉害的华乐团.</div><div>然后? 我就忘了这件事....</div><div>过了三个星期, 他们打电话邀请我去面试.</div><div>就这样, 通过了第一轮面试, 也顺利的通过了第二轮面试...(他们的面试真的很难!!!!)</div><div>过后也收到了 Offer Letter... 结果?</div><div>MOM (Ministry of Man Power) 拒绝了我的工作准证的申请.</div><div>神奇吧??? 明明都已经有工作准证了, 他们还说我不附和资格.</div><div>所以, 我还是原来的我.</div><div>啊.....再一次! 以为梦想可以成真了, </div><div>怎知道, 明明已经在口中的食物, 还要我吐出来.</div><div>自从六年前在新加坡华乐团演奏厅演出后,</div><div>万芷跟自己说, 以后! 我要跟乐团工作.</div><div>看来....这个梦想以后再实现吧!</div><div><br /></div><div>忽然想起 Lilly GM, Chris 说过的话.</div><div>他说, 人. 在他的一生当中, 最难放弃的事, 是梦想.</div><div>当时, 我在跟身旁的CK 说, 幸好, 我没有梦想.</div><div>那时候的我, 不是没有梦想...</div><div>而是把自己的梦想储藏在心底, 遗忘了...</div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_xg27Sro2HBY/TDfUxsigibI/AAAAAAAAAfE/zsEUDJWTcvE/s400/2715486252_c49bf72ff3_o.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 343px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5492092220836186546" /></div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-8391280560222852399?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-51774329004054176602010-06-05T03:06:00.002+08:002010-06-05T03:36:50.818+08:00喝多了<div><br /></div><div>半夜醒着写 Blog, 很不正常.</div><div>不是心血来潮, 只是今晚喝多了.</div><div>放工后跟一堆的同事晚餐, 顺便喝酒.</div><div>第一次喝这么多, 才知道自己的Limit 在哪里.</div><div>我的酒杯, 没有加冰哦! </div><div>但是, 四杯半, 好像很 Lame... </div><div>第一次在新加坡喝酒, 竟然不是在 Clarke Quay, 而是 Taman Jurong....</div><div>感恩还能靠自己的能力回到家, 幸好那边有平时都在搭的154巴士.</div><div>在床上痛苦了四个小时, 酒醒了,</div><div>只是心跳还是很快, 没办法入睡.</div><div>喝醉, 原来是这样的.</div><div>脸不会变红, 不会胡说八道, 只是头很重而已, 没办法走直线.</div><div><br /></div><div>这星期...还是老样子.</div><div>工作已经没有那么忙碌, 有时还空闲到可以下工厂跟同事聊天.</div><div>之前提过的好事, 现在还没办法知道结果.</div><div>下星期, 应该可以知道了. </div><div>如果真的是好事, 我会跟大家说的.</div><div>如果我没提到, 那就不要问我了. </div><div><br /></div><div>一星期就这样过了.</div><div>接下来的几天, 我有点担心.</div><div>等下早上八点的巴士回 KL, 星期日下午的巴士回来新加坡,</div><div>星期三早上的巴士又再回KL, 星期四飞香港,</div><div>后个星期二的飞机再回到新加坡.</div><div>这个月就这样子, 花了不少钱在 SG --> KL --> SG.</div><div>别叫我在香港买手信, 因为我没带很多钱去.</div><div><br /></div><div>好啦, 今晚就这样啦...</div><div>已经泄了两次... 该休息了.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-5177432900405417660?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-52131252319966895252010-05-29T07:44:00.005+08:002010-05-29T08:09:46.632+08:00哎哟! 又哭了<div><br /></div><div>一早起来, 看到了些让我不开心的事情.</div><div>我坦诚, 我花钱会很过分.</div><div>这个月, 我做错了几件事情.</div><div><br /></div><div>1. 在我经济状况还没稳定前, 我安排了莫人来新加坡找我.</div><div>2. 冲动的预定了 BBQ Pit.</div><div><br /></div><div>这两件事情, 让我五月的下半月过得糟糕.</div><div>户口剩下的钱, 根本不足以让我活到领薪水的那刻.</div><div>所以, 我又做错了件事.</div><div>我不想说是什么.</div><div><br /></div><div>我只想说, </div><div>我不知道我需要多久的时间让自己的经济状况稳定.</div><div>我不知道我需要多少时间让自己学会理财这门学问.</div><div>我不知道我需要多少学会让自己控制强烈购买欲望.</div><div>我不知道自己将来会不会是有钱人.</div><div>我知道的是, </div><div>要父母帮我解决我制造的问题不是理所当然的.</div><div>我会还你们的. </div><div>我无法答应你们什么时候还,</div><div>在我有能力的时候, 我会还. </div><div><br /></div><div>我是这样想的,</div><div>当家人有任何问题, 我能帮的, 我会帮. </div><div>虽然我没有制造问题已经算是帮很大的忙了.</div><div>就算要我领完我户口里的所有钱, 我也不会埋怨.</div><div>有时候, 我真的不知道自己到底哪里做错了.</div><div>受气好像已经变成我理所当然要承受的.</div><div><br /></div><div>-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-</div><div><br /></div><div>好啦....发泄完了.</div><div>薪水过账啦!!!! </div><div>昨晚去逛街, 开心的咧! </div><div>一个人到处走走, 还是最开心的.</div><div>花了些钱.</div><div>1. S$ 29 原装Nokia 电池. -- 这样我就不需要那么快换电话了! 三个月后吧! </div><div>2. S$ 29 原装 Hush Puppies 背包 -- 哈! 终于让我买到便宜的上班包了!</div><div>3. S$ 24 连身工作服 -- 这是为了那件开心的事情准备的.</div><div><br /></div><div>接下来的六月, 又得剩着过了.</div><div>还了租金后, 还有去香港的花费后,</div><div>又! 所剩无几了...</div><div><br /></div><div>答应自己!</div><div>每天早上, 准备早餐给自己.</div><div>每天午餐, 不可以花超过 S$ 2.50.</div><div>每天晚餐, 可以的话就不吃.</div><div>最重要的是! No more fastfood in June (去香港除外)!!!!</div><div>失败的话, 让交通工具撞死我吧!!! </div><div><br /></div><div>-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-</div><div><br /></div><div>想起妈前几天打电话来跟我说的话,</div><div>"有问题一定要讲出来, 我们会帮你的."</div><div><br /></div><div>妈, 谢谢你. 我知道这不是我理所当然要你帮忙的.</div><div>我知道我虽然长大了, 但是我还很不"生性".</div><div>对不起. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-5213125231996689525?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-58275532619516587212010-05-28T22:27:00.003+08:002010-05-28T22:33:22.497+08:00我爱搭巴士<div><br /></div>我按了Bus Stopping 的铃, 走到出口.<div>巴士停了, 门没开.</div><div>前门有人上车, 我在后门等门开.</div><div>前门关了, 后门还是关着的.</div><div>司机准备开车, 我冲向前.</div><div>说, Uncle, 我要下车.</div><div>Uncle说, 要下车按铃就可以了, 不用走来前面.</div><div>我指着 Bus Stopping 的灯, 跟Uncle 说,</div><div>Uncle, 我按了. 你没开门.</div><div>Sweat.... =.=</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-5827553261951658721?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-76534198464459122712010-05-28T12:38:00.003+08:002010-05-28T13:26:08.982+08:00我 update 了啦!够力! 原来我酱~~~~~~~久没Update了啊???<div>听着五月天的歌, 用着在Universal Studio 买的可乐杯喝着冷冰冰的Coke!</div><div>今天心情 <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">超</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"> </span>好! 就Update 一下咯!</div><div><br /></div><div>Wow!!! 还有一个星期就是五月天的演唱会咯!!!!</div><div>*期待期待! 超期待的!!!!*</div><div>虽然已经在新加坡看过DNA演唱会,</div><div>但是....新加坡人士 <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">冷 血</span></span> 的!!!! 看演唱会气到我的血管差一点爆掉!</div><div>哈哈....五月天爆肝, 万芷爆血管....哈哈....</div><div>还是比较期待热情Malaysia版的DNA!!!! </div><div><br /></div><div>OKOK...白痴够了! </div><div><br /></div><div>嗯....</div><div>刚开始一切的不顺利, 现在都通畅无阻了! </div><div>除了没有朋友陪我, 还有钱还是不够用之外...基本上, 都没什么烦恼啦.</div><div>Eeee....这两个就让我很头痛了!!!! 哈!</div><div><br /></div><div>工作越来越顺利咯.</div><div>自从本来辞职了的同事又回来了之后,</div><div>一个人的工作一分为二, 果然! 轻松多了.</div><div>最近还有种可怕的感觉....我好像, 越来越喜欢这份工作咯!!!</div><div>跟同事的关系变得比较好了.</div><div>之前觉得恐惧的同事, 原来人都好好哦!</div><div>可悲的是, 之前觉得人好好的同事, 原来...是可怕的. 哈哈!</div><div>懂得保护自己就好了啦! 别理那么多......</div><div>对那些本来一窍不通的东西, 现在大概都有了一些基本的概念.</div><div>应付那么王八蛋麻烦的供应商, 虽然还没有到厉害的程度,</div><div>但, 也不至于会死到很惨.</div><div>人常常还是会很糊涂, 忘东忘西的...</div><div>但, 有同事在旁边提醒, 每每都 "大步揽过" (广东). 感恩感恩....</div><div>我真的有在感恩哦!</div><div><br /></div><div>生活上没什么太大的变化.</div><div>每天还是一样, 早睡早起.</div><div>走路去地铁站, 还是在巴士上, 还是会想念开车的日子.</div><div>我, 已经八个星期没有开车了啦!!!!!!</div><div>知道八个星期有多长吗?</div><div>八个星期等于 56天, 1400 个小时, 84,000 分钟.</div><div>知道有多长了吗?????</div><div>我,</div><div>真的很想念开车的日子.</div><div>真的很想念在KL颓废的日子.</div><div>我知道回不去了啦! 曾经拥有, 已经很好了...</div><div>屁啦! 讲酱老土的话....</div><div><br /></div><div>昨天SMS KL 的一位废材朋友,</div><div>约她下星期日一起吃辣椒板面,</div><div>她复我说, Finally, u r back...</div><div>忽然惊醒! </div><div>来了新加坡八个星期...我还没回去过.</div><div>终于! 我要回去了!!!! *感动.....*</div><div>想念辣椒板面, 肉骨茶, 炒果条, Laksa, 炭烤曼煎糕, 云吞面, Nasi Lemak, 红豆冰, 东炎面, 寿面, 福建面....</div><div>想念 Ken Ken, 汉汉, 阿富姐姐, Yun, Wendy, CK, Peiting....</div><div>啊...我想念KL!!!</div><div>我想念何儒彦!!!</div><div>你们, 可以全部都来新加坡吗???</div><div>哈哈...发白日梦自己爽下也开心.</div><div><br /></div><div>今天, 做么我酱开心呢???</div><div>除了五月天和Coke之外,</div><div>其实也有件开心的事情啦...</div><div>但是! 现在还不能讲...等确定了我会大大声的宣布!</div><div>放心....我没有 Pregnant 啦....哈哈! </div><div><br /></div><div>To be continue............</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-7653419846445912271?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-14627241178184497762010-04-07T18:45:00.000+08:002010-04-07T18:47:06.808+08:00泄气我, 好像开始泄气了....<div><div>天啊...电话可以响一下吗???</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-1462724117818449776?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-70493732030136902012010-03-29T21:07:00.002+08:002010-03-29T21:18:23.764+08:00忐忑不安差不多又该上床睡觉了.<div>明天, 是我在 Lilly 的最后一天.</div><div>五个月前, 正式上班的前一天,</div><div>心, 是忐忑不安的.</div><div>想, 一旦当了上班族, 以后的几十年就这样过了吧?</div><div>现在? 我的心比五个月前还要忐忑不安.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">原来, 失业比就业更可怕.</span></div><div><br /></div><div>没有抱着旅行的心态, 去了新加坡四天.</div><div>我想, 我是能在那边生活的.</div><div>所以现在? Go Ahead 咯....</div><div>走了三天的路, 晒了两天的太阳.</div><div>庆幸自己没晒黑, 惭愧自己晒病了.</div><div><br /></div><div>妹说,</div><div>比起马来西亚人, 新加坡人是比较不喜欢中国人...</div><div>这句话, 有让我安心....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-7049373203013690201?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-13085137007626625082010-03-26T08:23:00.002+08:002010-03-26T08:33:58.375+08:00迷路昨晚, 没睡好.<div>临睡前, 看着窗外的新加坡...</div><div>心想, 这真的是我要的吗? </div><div>我真的能在这里生活吗?</div><div>没有汽车, 只能靠自己的双脚, 搭巴士, 挤地铁...</div><div>我想, 我会很想念开车的日子.</div><div><br /></div><div>工作到下个星期二,</div><div>心里, 到现在还是很难过.</div><div>几个月前踏进 Lilly, 我没想到今天是这样结束.</div><div>对Lilly, 已经彻底失望.</div><div>我不会再回去了.</div><div>安慰的是, 南下北上的同事都打电话来关心,</div><div>有些, 甚至还介绍工作给我.</div><div>:) 我知道, 还是有很多人是疼我的....</div><div><br /></div><div>我, 到底要什么?</div><div>我, 没有方向.</div><div>我, 迷路了.</div><div>看着, Jobstreet, JobDB, Jobscentral...</div><div>我还要找回Admin 的工作吗? </div><div>我很想帮乐团打工, 但是...</div><div>往往你想要的, 并不容易得到.</div><div> </div><div>我, 该怎么办呢?</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-1308513700762662508?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-1122581565132446882010-03-20T18:16:00.002+08:002010-03-20T18:29:41.274+08:00度日如年开始有好多人抱怨我没Update Blog 了.<div>吃着 RT 的水果蛋糕, 喝着味道还好的啤酒...</div><div>现在的我, 是有点担心我目前的状况.</div><div>*已经快要失业了, 还花了20元买了整粒的水果蛋糕当晚餐!!!*</div><div><br /></div><div>已经连续几晚睡不着...</div><div>这证明, 我其实是担心的.</div><div>有时候对自己很有信心,</div><div>有些时候也是会害怕找不到工作.</div><div><br /></div><div>在这样的时候交辞职信,</div><div>到底对吗?</div><div>我开始怀疑了.</div><div>昨晚, 在 Fb 写了这句话,</div><div>"找工的日子, 度日如年."</div><div>我承认那天是真的被气到了, </div><div>所以就在那天丢信. </div><div>公司也没留我啊...</div><div>HR 说, 他了解我为什么要走.</div><div><br /></div><div>我不想在公司里当个没什么份量的 Peanut.</div><div>我要去追寻我的梦想....(屁啦!) </div><div>梦想? 我自己也不知道在哪里...</div><div>黑衣人??? 真的是我要的吗?</div><div>万芷, 努力吧!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>PS: 我问何先生,</div><div>不然, 你请我当何太太啦???</div><div>他说,</div><div>你可以不要这样气我吗?</div><div>哈哈...有爆笑到~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-112258156513244688?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-62228525343482840922010-03-04T21:25:00.003+08:002010-03-04T21:33:16.246+08:00没那么简单<div>黃小琥 - 沒那麼簡單<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>作詞：姚若龍 作曲：蕭煌奇</div><div><br /></div><div>沒那麼簡單 就能找到 聊得來的伴</div><div>尤其是在 看過了那麼多的背叛</div><div>總是不安 只好強悍</div><div>誰謀殺了我的浪漫</div><div><br /></div><div>沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看</div><div>變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半</div><div>不愛孤單 一久也習慣</div><div>不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管</div><div><br /></div><div>感覺快樂就忙東忙西</div><div>感覺累了就放空自己</div><div>別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己做決定</div><div>不想擁有太多情緒</div><div>一杯紅酒配電影</div><div>在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發里</div><div><br /></div><div>相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣</div><div>過了愛做夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜</div><div>幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷</div><div>什麼都不懂的年紀</div><div>曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經</div><div><br /></div><div>沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看</div><div>變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半</div><div>不愛孤單 一久也習慣</div><div>不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管</div><div><br /></div><div>感覺快樂就忙東忙西</div><div>感覺累了就放空自己</div><div>別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己做決定</div><div>不想擁有太多情緒</div><div>一杯紅酒配電影</div><div>在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發里</div><div><br /></div><div>相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣</div><div>過了愛做夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜</div><div>幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷</div><div>什麼都不懂的年紀</div><div>曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經</div><div><br /></div><div>相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣</div><div>過了愛做夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜</div><div>幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷</div><div>什麼都不懂的年紀</div><div>曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經</div><div><br /></div><div>想念最傷心 但卻最動心 的記憶</div><div><br /></div><div>======================================================</div><div><br /></div><div>最近, 我很糟糕.</div><div>自己也强烈感觉到, 两个人的关系好像有危机.</div><div><br /></div><div>好久好久没这样了, 至少有一年了吧?</div><div>我们两个, 平静了一阵子.</div><div>问你, 我们两个是不是不适合在一起.</div><div>你说, 适不适合都已经四年了, 这已经不是问题了.</div><div>我听过, </div><div>在一起十四年, 分开的原因是, 我们两个不适合.</div><div>那时我听过最久的.</div><div><br /></div><div>我需要时间让自己冷静下来.</div><div>我知道这个原因有点老土. </div><div>三天, 就给我三天. </div><div>三天后, 我还是没有找你,</div><div>两个人应该就没有什么东西该挽留了.</div><div><br /></div><div>我会努力的. 相信我.</div><div>我也不想让自己难过. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-6222852534348284092?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-968679250872512241.post-30792839568621342832010-01-24T08:44:00.002+08:002010-01-24T08:47:15.702+08:00显上网, 好像越来越无聊了.<div>开着Fb, 开着Blog...</div><div>想写些东西, 想Post 写东西,</div><div>到最后, 什么东西都没做到.</div><div>显... ...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/968679250872512241-3079283956862134283?l=im-wuanxi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wuan Xihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15561855654615687828noreply@blogger.com0